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2009-12-12T04:44:51Z

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Time To Stuff The Turkey

2009-12-11T05:23:36Z

Title: Time To Stuff The Turkey
Author:deanlives
Pairing: Sam/ Dean
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Force Feeding, ChubbyDean, Wincest
Summary: Sam plans a very special Thanksgiving for himself and Dean.

Time to Stuff The Turkey

By

DeanLives

Sam wakes up extra early that morning to get everything he and Dean would need for their extra special Thanksgiving together. He leaves Dean in the shower. Sam picks up everything he need for the big day. This was going to be his first time stuffing.

Dean finish his shower to find himself alone in the motel room. Dean dries off and wipes his towel around his waist. He takes a seat on the bed with his back against the headboard. He flips it on to Macy’s and starts watching. He didn’t know why Sam woke him up so damn early. He liked sleeping in since it was one of the only times they didn’t work if the could help it. Dean watches the floats on the tv. Before he knew it he was sound a sleep in a up right position.

Sam comes in seeing Dean sitting in bed sound a sleep. He brings in the first around of bags. Sam goes over to his and Dean bag. He pulls out both pair of handcuffs and one of his ties. He walks over to the bed and handcuffs both of Dean wrist to the headboard. He ties the tie over Dean eyes making hit a blindfold. Sam goes gets the last bags from the car and puts them in the kitchens. Sam pulls out all the food that he had gotten from turkey, cornbread stuffing, mash potatoes, green bean casserole, cranberry sauce and rolls. He didn’t forget the desserts either. Five different flavor’s of pie. Sam pulls this turkey platter out that he had brought that had picture of a turkey on it. He piled the platter full of food since it was already cooked and they didn’t have a oven so he could fix it himself but Dean problem would die if he had fixed it himself. He carries out the platter to the bed full of food and still lots of food still in the kitchen. Sam sits down on the bed and smiles at Dean nude body sitting there with just a towel on. He carefully unties the towel but not removing it. He wanted Dean to have all the space needed. Sam lays his hand on Dean stomach and starts rubbing knowing that would wake him up.

Dean moans to the rubbing and opens his eyes to find it dark. He tries to move his hands but found himself not able to. “Um…Sammy I hoped this is your doing?”

Sam smiled. “Happy Thanksgiving Dean. I wanted to make it special and yes I did it. I read eating blindfold makes the food taste better.”

Dean just nod that would be something college boy would read somewhere. But he like that it tasted better he couldn’t wait.

Sam picks up the platter and places it his lap as he fills the spoonful. He pushes the spoon in to Dean mouth making him take all the food on it. He flips on a game for Dean to listen to as he eat and hope it would keep his mind off of the food for only Sam to know how much he was eating.

Dean didn’t expect that big of a mouth full of food but it did taste really. He could taste the turkey in the gravy, the buttery mash potatoes, the fresh green bean in the casserole. He loved that Sam knew he liked his stuffing with gravy and cranberry sauce when he tasted that the next spoon full. Dean was enjoying this he had a football game going on yeah he couldn’t see hit but they would repeats the calls so he knew what was happening and he was picturing it in his head as eat and listens to the game.

Sam kept feeding spoon full of food and smiles when Dean mouth opened wider expecting the big spoonfuls. They got in to a nice pattern and after want seemed a long time and half the platter inside Dean. That when Sam saw the first sighs of a belly pushing out. He just wanted to touch it but knew Dean would probably feel how much he expanded. He didn’t want. He just kept feeding him. One spoonful after another.

Dean moaned on the last spoonful. He couldn’t believe how full he felt. But the food was so good. He just felt pressure right where the rib cage ended. “Will Sammy I can’t believe how much I eat. But it was so good. Thanks so much.”

Sam smiled he loved that Dean loved it. Sam really loved how rounded Dean stomach was already. “Will I’m so happy you liked it now get some rest.”

Dean just nods and drifts off. As his sleep his stomach tries to work on that food that his belly now carried but only Sam knew that it was over five pounds of food at rested comfortably in Dean stomach. He goes works in the kitchen as Dean sleeps.

*****

~2pm~

Sam had Dean second feeding section all ready for him. He carries the platter piled with food yet again to the bed and sat down on the bed. He starts rubbing Dean basketball size of a belly at the moment.

Dean moans to the rubbing it felt so good on his bloated and full stomach. “What?”

“Happy Thanksgiving Dean. I wanted to make this special for you.”

If Dean could he would haved ripped off the blindfold. “What? Sam I just ate. I can’t eat another thing.”

Then Sam went in to puppy mood. “I can’t believe you eat while I was gone. I work so hard on this great food for the man I love and he does this.” Sam was on the edge of crying.

Dean didn’t have to see to know he was doing his kicked puppy look. Dean just opens his mouth. If he hadn’t eaten then he must have dreamed and if was that good maybe this would be better.

Sam smiles when he sees Dean open. He was happy to know his planned worked. He would use it Dean said now even he wasn’t going to cry but Dean would have know that unless he could see him which he couldn’t. He gets a bigger spoonful and feeds to Dean one after another until the get their pattern down.

About half way Dean had to moan the pressure was to much for him. “I can’t eat anymore.”

Sam looked still half a platter left. “Why not?”

“To much pressure Sammy.”

Sam at Dean stomach which had almost doubled in size. “Where the pressure?”

“Right below the rib cage.”

Sam nod and placed his hand there understand why there be so much pressure there that where Dean beautiful belly started. He slowly presses his fingers down in to Dean stomach not believing how hard it was. It was like Dean had become pregnant in the past few hours.

Dean groan to the added pressure Sam was adding. Dean starts trying to move way from Sam as he felt the pressure hit a peak and then it happens Dean let out one of the loudest belches he had ever had.

Sam couldn’t help but smiled if caused him have to burp his baby every once and while to make the pressure to stay a bay then he would. “Feel better?”

Dean just nodded since he was kind of embarrassed about but most of the pressure was gone. But before he say a word he felt a spoonful of cornbread stuff being pushed in to his mouth. Dean eats and eats all the other ones followed.

Sam started this new pattern he feed Dean ten huge spoonfuls of food and then he burped Dean by pressing in the same spot as before and he was loving this cause to his surprise Dean had requested another plate and that meant another platter full of food.

Dean finish off the last bite and felt Sam hand on his stomach and then felt the burp come out.

“You rest.” Dean nods as he feels Sam get of the bed. Sam head to the kitchen.

Dean was about to drift off when he heard it. He lifted his head up and waited but didn’t hear Sam say anything and he sighed happy not to been heard he close his eyes again and falls a sleep.

Sam was standing in the doorway when heard it. He turn back to Dean saw his was sitting up looking around even that he couldn’t see. So Sam decides to stay quiet but he heard fart on the bed. It just made him smile big knowing Dean body was really loving the food.

*****

~4pm~

Sam was off since Dean had killed the food in the last section. So he started Desserts earlier then planned. He carries over so many pies he could carry at once and lays them on the bed. He rubs Dean belly that looked so tight and round. Dean wakes up. “Pie time.”

Dean smiled he was really enjoying this. Dean gets himself read when another fart happens.

Sam smiles. “Baby you know how you can be some times after you sleep. I guess it just one of those times.”

Dean smiled and just nodded in agreement. He liked knowing Sam thought it was just kinda like morning gas when it was the food he had just eaten in the past few hour. He felt the first bite touch his lips and it turned out to be a cherry pie.

Sam feeds him the whole pie then moves on to a pumpkin then followed by a apple. He kept on going watching Dean stomach get bigger after each pie and he still had lots more after the tenth pie Sam decide to call it quite for that how.

Dean sighed when he didn’t get another bite.

Sam was surprised by that and goes gets a chocolate one and feeds it to him. “Okay I think were done for now.”

“Oh no. Please Sammy more. I want more.”

Sam never has seen Dean beg like he was. Sam just lets and brings out all the pies. He feeds them all to Dean not forgetting to burp him ever once and while. “Dean were done I have nothing left.”

Dean pouted when he heard that. “But I was having so fun.”

“Hey way don’t you rest and I’ll get something special for breakfast.”

Dean beamed. He gets comfortable and falls right to sleep could wait for the morning like a little kid on Christmas morning.

Once Sam knew Dean was out he unhand cuffed his wrists and left to buy the food for Dean. Sam got as many pancakes he could from like five different places. He just hade to reheat them and feed them to Dean. He gets back to the place to find Dean a wake and just stroking his very rounded belly.

Dean was so amazed by the shape of his belly. How big he had gotten in a short time. He heard the door open and looks up at Sam. “You like?”

Sam smiles wide. “Oh, yes I do.” He quickly moves to the bed and starts feeding Dean the pancakes.

Dean enjoy watching his belly get bigger after each bag of pancakes. “Sammy I really like this.” He just couldn’t keep his hands off his stomach as it grows under his hands.

Sam feeds Dean all the food and was so happy when Dean stomach had not doubled in size but had tripled in size. He lays down next to Dean in bed who was already losing his battle of food induce coma. He watches Dean sleep before he curls in to Dean and rubs Dean stomach which put him to sleep he was so happy that this first Thanksgiving was a HUGE hit.

One Too Many Thanksgivings

2009-12-11T05:18:47Z

Title: One Too Many Thanksgivings
Author: deanlives
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Rating: PG
Warnings: Force Feeding, J2,
Summary: Jared makes plans to visit both sets of parents on Thanksgiving without talking to Jensen who had other plans for them.

One Too Many

By

DeanLives

Jensen finishes getting dressed he couldn’t believe they were going to both sets of parents this year. He button up his jeans and pulls his sweater down over the waist band of his jeans. That when Jared walked in to the bedroom. “Come on. We need to leave at nine to get there on time for both.”

Jensen just sighed. He walked out of the bedroom. He walks down the stairs with Jared in tow. He just couldn’t see how they would be able to do this but Jared had it all planned out. He just grabs his jacket by the back door and puts it on before he goes out to the car which Jared had already pulled out and had it running. He hated the cold. He quickly makes his way in to the warm car as Jared locks up the house.

Jared gets in the car pulls out of the driveway. “So what your problem?” He knew Jensen to will and could tell something was bothering him.

Jensen looks at Jared. “What wrong with me? You tell why the hell you think it okay to plan our holiday plans without talking to me first.”

Jared keeps his eyes on the road as he drove so they would be on time. “Will sorry. But when your mother called and asked if would could come down I didn’t have he heart to say no. I know I should have talked to you first but I’m sorry. But then I could stand to hear the disappointment in my moms voice when I tell her were going to your parents house this year. Hell it not like we had anything planned this year.”

That last statement got Jensen to turn away from Jared. Yeah he didn’t know that he had planned a nice private thanksgiving for them both but it hurt that Jared didn’t think to ask him first. Jensen just stared out the window as his eyes watered. He would love to say it was the cold or the heater but it wasn’t. It was his emotions getting the best of him. He brushes his middle finger up to the corner of his eyes wiping away the tears that sat there and threaten to fall.

Jared saw Jensen turn away out of the corner of his eye. He drove and kept watching him. Then that when he saw it. His husband of three and half years was crying. He knew it had to be something big because Jensen rarely cries. He did when there a death in the family and he was close to that person but for Jared to get him to cry it was huge. “Jeni please tell me what is the problem? I can see your crying and don’t lie.”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Dude don’t make me have to pull this car over! We can’t be late and you know that.”

That just made Jensen shut down. His arms folded a cross his chest and he looked out the window as he just let the tears silently fall.

Jared was now kicking himself he knew he pushed to hard. Push Jensen over his breaking point for what ever this problem was. Jared grabs a tissue and hands it to Jensen. “I’m sorry. But babe I want to know what bugging you.”

Jensen took in a deep breath. “Maybe I had thanksgiving planned.” He doesn’t remove his eyes from the window.”

That hit Jared hard he had no idea Jensen had planned thanksgiving for them this year. “Oh god Jensen. I had no idea. Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I was going to that night you said yes to my mother. Let just forget it alright I don’t feel like talking about it. It hurt it done with let’s get over it.”

“Yeah but I’m not the one crying.”

That made his eyes water more. “Jay just shut your fucking mouth. Cause that not helping. I really don’t want to be doing this but we are. So just drive.”

He didn’t know what had just happened. Jensen had just snapped at him. He drove them to Jensen parent’s house.

*****

Jared pulls up in front of Jensen parents house. The car ride had been a really quiet one. Only things said were stopping for a pee break or need gas. Jared parked the car and got out waiting for Jensen.

Jensen dries his eyes and slips on his shades. He gets out of the car and bundles up. The walk up the walkway. Jensen pushes the doorbell and watches his mother open the door.

“The boys are here.” Yelled and everyone comes to the door. The boys walk in taking off their jackets when then hugged everyone.

“How was the trip?” Jensen father piped in.

“We had better. Lots of ice but it was okay.”

Jensen hade quietly excused himself from the group as they talked to Jared in the living room. He walks upstairs to the bathroom wanting to be alone for the moment. He closes the door and locks it. He turns on the sink washing away the dried tears. He dries his face and heads back down but instead of going in to the living room he went in to the kitchen.

Jensen mother was the first to see Jensen wasn’t in the room. “Where Jen?”

Jared looks around to see him not in there. “He must be in the bathroom. He wasn’t feeling that weal.” Okay Jensen was feeling fine it was him made him feel bad.

Jensen mother nodded and walks to the bathroom when she hears something in the kitchen. She walks in to the kitchen saying. “Someone better not be eating the food in her.”

Jensen was just making some tea. “Wrong person.” Jared would be the one sneaking food.

She walks over to him. “Jared said you weren’t felling weal.”

Jensen just sighed and takes a deep breath in before he takes a sip of his tea. “I feel fine.”

“Sweet heart I know that not true.” She could always tell in his voice.

“Jay and me are just having a fight. Nothing big. I didn’t want to do this and I’m here doing this.” He then he knew he better explain more not to hurt his mother feelings. “I just had some special planned for me and Jay and then he planned to go to both parents.”

“Oh sweetie if I had knew I wouldn’t have asked you guys to come.”

Right then Jensen father comes in. “Getting Jared some of my special Apple Cinder. He pours himself and Jared a cup. He walks back out with Jensen and his mother following him. “Jared this will warm you up.”

“Thanks.” He takes a drink. It tasted good but had a kick to it.

“Will lunch will be at noon.”

Jensen sat down on the couch and sips his tea. He just listens to them talk. But after a while he starts feel burning at the back of his throat. Which causes him to cough and everyone to look at him. He quickly walked out of the living room to the nearest bathroom at the end of the hall.

Jared got up when he saw Jensen walk out. He knew something was wrong. “Excuse me.” Jared walks down to the bathroom where he just heard a flush. Then the door open up. “You alright?”

“Just peachy.” He walks back out to the living room. He sits back down on the couch. He just rest his hand on his stomach as he watches the fireplace. His father had already turned on the tv on to a game. Jensen mother goes back to cooking as the guys watch the game. But really only two were in to the game just looked at the fire.

Before they knew Jensen mother was telling all them the food was ready. The table was piled with food. With a large turkey in center table surround by mash potatoes, stuffing, green bean casserole and cranberry sauce and rolls. They all sat down and pile their plate full of food.

As they ate Jensen parents decide to make conversation. “So boys when do you thin we’ll be grand parents you guys have been married over three years now.”

Jared nearly choked on his food as Jensen just swallows hard. “Maybe sometime next year we’ll be tell you were expecting. We aren’t in a rush.” Jared added. Which was true. Jared love just having his alone time with Jensen but he wanted kids some day.

Jensen just kept eating letting Jared handle it. Then he finish when his mother piles his plate full again.

“Sweetie you a little thin.”

Jensen looks down at his stomach he looked just fine to himself. But in his family you finished what was on your plate. So he started eating it. When he finished that Jared was starting on his third plate as Jensen plate got filled again. He ate that one but after that he threw his napkin on the plate and rubbed his bloated belly. That his sweater nicely covered. But he just wanted to undo his jeans. He rubs the belly which was bloated out some. “I’m so stuffed.”

Jared smiled and couldn’t agree with he as he piles his fourth plate full. By time he finish that one he was way over stuffed. This round curve peaked under his shirt. He stands from the table and that when Jensen father saw Jared stomach.

“So Jay when are due?”

Jared laughed. “I know. But the food was so good. God know what it will look like tonight after my mom’s food.” He runs his hand over his newly formed belly.

They all helped clean the table and then Jensen and Jared had to say their goodbyes.

*****

They pull up to Jared parent’s house still stuffed from the first thanksgiving meal. They both walk up to the door and ring the doorbell watching the door open up.

“Hey you guys just made it in time.” Jared mother said as she saw them. She just had set the food down on the table.

The boys walk in hanging up their coats and heads in to the dinning room where the see a table full of food. Both man let a sigh. Jensen get seated next to Jared mother.

Everyone piles their plate full of the food that smelled so good. They talked and ate.

Jared finishes his yet third plate of food as all the guys goes watch the football game. He leaves Jensen with his mother who were in a deep conversation.

Not know to Jensen Jared mother had been adding food to his plate since when Jensen got in to a conversation he lost all his attention on his plate. He had no clue how much food he had been eating.

Jared mother lets Jensen finish what to him would be his first plate of food. But was really like his third from all the food she had been adding to it.

Jensen finish last bite on his plate. His stomach was so bloated and full. He was about call it quits when his stomach rumbled.

Jared mother hears that. “Oh sweetheart your still hungry.” She said as she piles his plate full of food again.

Jensen eyes went wide when he saw the plate of food. He rubs his stomach which was sticking out much farther then when he had arrived. His sweater was just barely able to hang on by cover his stomach. He figured that after this plate his sweater would be covering his stomach. He could barely move now. He didn’t know if he would be able to after the plate. He slowly picks up the fork and dips it in to the mash potatoes. He slips the bite in to his mouth which caused him to moan. Yes the food was so good but this wasn’t one of those moans. This moan was God kill me now moans. He didn’t know if he could last. He kept eating as Jared mother watched him and talked to him. Before he knew it his mind was on the conversation yet again.

Jared mother started putting more food on his plate. She was loving seeing Jensen stomach grow full. She only once and a while would get a look at how big and round Jensen stomach had gotten when he would lean back in his seat and take a deep breath in. She pile as much food on that plate and let him finish before she brought out the pie and started piling that plate with food. It didn’t stop until Jared walked in the dinning room and told them it was time for them to leave so they would be able get back before it got to late.

Jensen slowly stands up from his seat he pulls down his sweater that was fighting to stay just a tiny bit below his belly button exposing the lower part between the hem of the sweater and the waistband of his jeans. He looked like he had to be at least six months pregnant.

Jared was more then stunned how big Jensen had gotten. He walks Jensen to the front door. He hand him his jacket before he grabs his own.

“So do you guys think next year that one of you guys stomach will look like this but it won’t be food it will be our first grandchild.”

Jared sighed that they were starting this whole thing on grandkids. “Will like I said to Jensen parents. Maybe will be telling you something around this time next year.”

Jensen chimed in. “No.”

Jared didn’t expect that answer to come out of Jensen mouth. He just said a quick goodbye to them and walked out to the car with Jensen.

Jensen gets in the car and was happy when the lower part of the seatbelt covered the exposed skin on his stomach from his sweater not covering.

Jared gets in and starts the car he drives for a long while before he brings up what Jensen said at his parents house. “What did you mean by no?”

“I meant we wouldn’t be pregnant by then.”

Jared keeps his eyes on the road. “Then would we?”

“I don’t want to be pregnant then.” Letting out a yawn. He was so tired.

“Will remember me. I’m not saying you’re the one who has to have the kid.

“Yeah but I don’t want kids back to back either. If that going happen I like to be twins. But I get pregnant then you get pregnant then the babies will be just a few months a part.”

“I know. But we can at least decide who we want to carry the kid.”

“Oh like our jobs will let us.”

Jared was getting pissed off now. “Hey if you don’t want kids then just say so. Stop talking in circles. Crap.”

Jensen looks at him. “Do I get to talk to you like this when you’re pregnant. Jay this hasn’t been the best thanksgiving for me. You go make decisions with out me and you’re doing it again. You didn’t ask me if you thought there could be a chance that we would be pregnant this time next year.”

“Yeah it all my fault.” He lets out a sigh. “Okay. Your right. I should have talked to you first. But Jensen I really want to know your take on this.”

“I don’t know. Let’s see next thanksgiving we’ll have a five month old or almost. I don’t know how I feel about being pregnant you being pregnant. Jay I’m not saying I don’t want kids. I would love kids. But I also love alone time with you and yes I know we can get kids out of it.” He could barely keep his eyes. “Babe I’m so tired.”

Jared sighed knowing he was loosing Jensen to sleep. “Get some sleep.” He drove thinking of what Jensen had said. He notices the traffic slowing down. He pulls up to an officer who was directing traffic. He rolled down his window. “Officer what going on?”

“Oh the bridge has ice on it and there was a accident. We’re redirecting traffic. If you need the highway get of here and drive until you hit the exit 14 take that and it will bring you back on this highway.”

Jared nods. “Thanks officer.” And then it happens. Out of the blue Jensen farts. Jared was happy he was a sleep. “Oh god please excuse him.”

The officer smiled. “My wife was pretty gassy we she was that far a long. But it all worth it some control bouts of gas for this little person you both created.”

Jared couldn’t help but smiled at that. “Yeah it is. Will thanks and happy thanksgiving.”

“You too.”

Jared follows the way the officer said. Thank when he heard.

“Go head and laugh.”

“I thought you were a sleep?”

“I was.”

“Hey it happens.”

“Yeah but I farted in front of an officer not you.”

“I know but he thought you were pregnant and understood.” Thank when something clicked that Jensen said right before he took his nap. He turned to Jensen and looked wide eyed.

Jensen sees the look on Jared face and didn’t know what it was about. “What?”

“You don’t want to be pregnant next year at thanksgiving cause we’ll have a five month old?”

“Jay, this was my planned thanksgiving. You and mean and a nice romantic dinner just for two and half. But you changed that.”

“Jensen are telling me we are having a baby?”

“No, I just like being tired all the time and bloated with wonderful waves of nausa to put icing on top.”

Jared quickly pulls the car over. He leans over kissing Jensen. “Why didn’t you tell me soon.”

Jensen knocked on Jared forehead. “Is this working. I was going to but I wasn’t going to tell the family first before you and I like to wait to make sure everything fine. You know what I mean.”

Jared smiled. “I love you so much. I love the both of you.” He place his hand on Jensen stomach and rubs it.

“Sorry that all food right now but there is someone deep inside.”

Jared smiles wide and kissing Jensen deeper. Jensen pulls back. “Jay I’m pretty sure this how we got them.” Jared chuckled at that. “”Yeah maybe but we can still have fun.” Lowering the seat back as he kisses Jensen.

The End

First Time

2009-12-11T05:09:48Z

Title: First Time
Author: deanlives
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Force Feeding, J2, Chubby Jared and Jensen
Summary: Jensen spend his first thanksgiving with Jared parents.
A/N: First Chubby Stories.
A/N: Not use to writing short stories.

First Time

Jensen nervously seats in the car outside of Jared’s parents houses. This was his first time spending Thanksgiving with them. He and Jared just would spend time together. But Jared wanted him to meet the folks.

“Are you coming?” Jared said as he popped his head in to the car looking over at Jensen in the passenger seat.

Jensen took in a nervous breath. “Um…Yeah. Kinda.” He didn’t know how to answer.

Jared smiled. “Everything will be fine. They won’t eat you a live.”

That got a little laugh out of Jensen. He slowly opens the door and slides out of the seat. He slams shut the door and walks up the walkway that seemed to be a long way away from the car but only like six or so feet. He stood close to Jared as he rang the door bell. He moved closer when he saw the door open. There stood a woman in her mid fifties.

“Hey sweetie. Your looking good.” She hugged Jared then looked of at Jensen who was standing behind his shoulder. “You must be Jensen. It so nice to meet you.”

Jensen smiled a little. “You too.”

Jared looked over his shoulder at Jensen. “I told you she wouldn’t bite.” That got him a swift punch to his arm by Jensen as the walked in. Which made him laugh.

“Will you boy makes yourself comfortable. Dinner will be at five.” She starts to walk away when she stops. “Oh, Jensen would you like to join in our yearly contest?”

Jensen looks at Jared. “What contest?”

Jared answers him. “We do it every Thanksgiving. Me and my brother my dad sometimes does it. But you do win something it not like your doing for nothing.”

“Yeah it a thousand bucks this year. Just think what you could do with that.”

Jensen wasn’t sure but he could see Jared wanted him to do it. He just nods.

Jared walks over to him as his mother goes in to the kitchen. “It will be fun.”

Jensen nods and joins the guys in the living room watching a game. He stays close to Jared as they sit on the couch.

*****

~5pm~

Jared mother walks in to the room. “Dinner.”

Jensen follows Jared and was stunned not to see one table full of food but four. Three small table with one chair behind table which had it own little turkey, mash potatoes, green bean casserole, stuffing, cranberry sauce, dinner roll, and two pies of their choice. All he could think of was what had he gotten himself in too.

“Alright since Jensen new to this I’ll go over the rules of the food contest. You have until midnight to eat as much as you can. You call it quits you out. You can only pee. Get sick you kill it up and you’re out of the contest. Winner is who eats the most. Now I’ll weight you guys to see your starting weight and your finish weight but I’m the only one who knows how much food in weight there is on each table. Which is the same for everyone. You pick the pies you want. Just need to be two.” She puts the scale out in front of her. “Jeff.” She waits for him to stand on the scale. “180.” She writes it down. “Jared.” He hopes on. “190.” She writes it down. “Jensen would please.” Jensen stands on it. “175.” She puts it down. “Now Jensen you’re our guest so please pick your table.”

Jensen looks over the tables who were mainly the same expect for pies. He picks the one that had the French Silk pies. He loved chocolate. He takes a seat. He watch Jeff and Jared sit down at their own table. Then everyone else sat down at the main table filled with food itself.

*****

~7pm~

Two hours had already pasted. Everyone at the main table was long done with their meals. Jeff was at his breaking point. Jensen and Jared were holding their own agaist each other. Jared had started off with his turkey which Jensen had just been eating a little at time so it wouldn’t made him sleep.

Jensen adds his cranberry sauce to his stuffing which already had gravy on it.

Jared parent saw this. “Geez Jared you already got him pregnant.”

Jared almost choked on his food. “What?” They pointed to Jensen food creation. Then Jared realized.

Jensen looked up to see everyone staring at him. “What?”

“Sweet heart do you eat like that are is someone helping you?”

Jensen laughed. “No help. Love the flavors together.” He goes back to eating when the first napkin was thrown in.

“I can’t do anymore.” Jeff stated as he stood up from his chair. He was moving slower then when started but looked the same.

“Alright. Weight time.” He hopped on the scale. “190. Ten pound gain. Not bad. So the winning weight stands at 10 pound so far.”

*****

Jared kills off his bird which he was already feeling the effects of and it didn’t help hearing his father and brother snoring in the other room as the football game goes. Jared leans back in his seat letting out a yawn. Then start belching to relieve some of the pressure in his belly.

Jensen eat to the music of Jared non stop belching. He had as much pressure as Jared did but he wasn’t burping. The food was giving him as much gas as Jared had with his non stop burping but his gas didn’t want to make him burp. He was fine with burping cause if it happen he would just say excuse me. But want his body wanted to do he want to do in private. He rubbed his belly which was so hard and firm. He looks down at his belly it had started peaking under his shirt. He could she the out line of his stomach under his shirt.

“I quit!”

Jensen looked up to see Jared standing up from his table. He was sporting a little belly. That if he didn’t have his shirt tucked in you problem wouldn’t have known.

“Alright sweet heart. Hop on and let see the damage.” She watch the numbers switch as it found his weight. “210. Wow that a 20 pound again. Will Jensen you can keep going or stop.”

Jared was kind stunned by how much he had put on in the three hours he had been non stop eating.

Jensen looked at the food he still had then looked at his belly. Which all he could feel was full bloated and gassy feeling. “I’ll think I’ll keep going.” It was like his stomach had taken over him. He was going to say no but it was a yes that came out. He started stuffing himself again.

Jared goes sits down in a chair and watching some games as he belching out a few burps. Before he knew it he was snoring way.

*****

Jensen takes his last bite of his second pie. He looks over at Jared mother who had drifted off about ten minute earlier. He slowly pushes his chair out. All the food inside of him made him feel like he must have put on hundred pounds in four and half hours. He put his hands on the table helping himself stand up. He walks over and gentle shanks Jared mother. “I’m done.”

She opens her eyes. “How hit your breaking point.” She stands up and grabs the clip board that had the weights written down.

He steps on the scale not trying to look at his belly which made look six months pregnant.

“Oh Wow! 220.” She then sees the table. “I’ve never had anyone finish it all. You deserve the thousand.” She said as she handed him the money.

Jensen couldn’t believe his ears. He does the math in his head. “Your saying 45 pounds?”

“Yeah. But it doesn’t take. In next food day when all the food out of body you’ll see the real damage.”

Jensen nods. “I think I should lay down.”

“Oh yes. It to late for you guys to head home.” She show Jensen to the guest room.

Jensen walks in to the room and strips down to his underwear. He gets in to bed rubbing his bloated belly. He couldn’t believe how much food he had packed away. He soon feel a sleep. It wasn’t until the middle of the night he woke up with the feeling he wasn’t a lone. Then he felt two huge hands grip his stomach. Which cause to let out a real deep moan then followed by a massive belch.

Jared had a huge grin on his face when he heard that. He started rubbing Jensen belly hard as if he was kneading dough.

Jensen could only moan deeply with the added pressure Jared putting on his stomach. The rubbing started to get to him as he started belching and passing gas as Jared rubbing moved the gas around in his stomach. Jensen could swear his stomach was getting bigger with the bloating of gas as the more Jared help the food break down.

Jensen tries to push Jared hands off his stomach but he just puts the back on. He felt another burp coming and covers him mouth but it was so loud.

Jared smirks. “Hey you might wake up the whole house.”

Jensen turns red. He pushes himself up and forcibly removes Jared hands. “Out.”

“Come on I was just having fun.”

Jensen sits up all the away and found himself a little winded. He slowly rubs stomach when he saw Jared hand magicly appear and start rubbing harder.

Jensen tires to get the hand off but with him still be so stuff it was hard to move. Next thing the both feel the bed shake as Jensen farts on the bed. “I want you to leave now!”

Jared knew Jensen was upset now and just felt him alone.

*****

~Week Later~

It just took a week for Jensen to see the effects of Thanksgiving. He steps on to the scale in the bathroom. Which was now reading him fifteen pound over. He looks in the mirror on the back of the door and staring back was this little belly peaking over the waistband of his underwear. He rest his hand on his stomach and sighs. He walks back in to the bedroom to find Jared on the bed.

Jared smiled when he saw the belly that had formed. Then he smirked. “Just wait until Christmas.”

The End

Symbol of Love Part 4

2009-10-16T23:00:30Z

Chapter 4

It’s been a week since finding out about the baby. Jared wakes up so excited about the baby. He looks at Jensen who was still sleeping next to him. He crawls up on top of Jensen and starts bouncing.

Jensen wakes up to what you would think was Christmas morning and a five year old Jared wanting to open gifts. “You seem happy.”

“I am. I’m going to be a dad.”

“Um…I know. I was there.”

Jared keeps bouncing. “When do we get to meet him or her?”

“November.”

“Yay…”

“I don’t know how this will work out because Jared, we’ll be filming non stop then. I mean if we didn’t miscarry it would have been July. But I don’t know.”

“I know. But this baby and you come first. I don’t care if I have to work double or if we start working earlier then we normally start. I don’t care. I just want to know you’re fine.”

“I know, but I can’t help now. It’s my fault.”

“We’ll deal with it when the time comes and not before. We don’t need this stress.”

Jensen nods. “Jared, I love you babe, but you really need to stop with the bouncing.”

Jared stops. “Oh…sorry.”

“It’s alright.”

Jared smiles. “Boy or girl?”

“I don’t know.”

“What do you want?”

“You really want to know what I want?” Jared nods big. “A baby. I don’t care for the sex, but I just want the baby. I’ve lost one already. I really want this one Jared.”

Jared nods and leans forward kissing him. “We’ll make it through this one. I know we’ll get to meet them come this November.”

Jensen nods.

*****

~Three Months Later~

Jensen walks out of his trailer to find Jared waiting to walk to the set. “What?”

“Just thought I might walk you to the set.”

“Afraid I might forget where it is?”

“No.”

Jensen nods and stays quiet.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“Jensen, what is it? You’re only quiet when something is bugging you.”

“I’m fine.”

“Just tell me.”

“NO, cause your going just to aww. I don’t want that.”

“I won’t. I’m used to the morning sickness, which just made it more real.”

“Yeah, but it’s not you puking up their guts is it?”

“No, but I’m the one there next to you making you feel better.”

“I know.”

“Then what is it?”

“My pants are tight.”

“Ok. So?”

“I’m showing Jared.”

Jared smiles wide. “It just makes it more real.”

“I know, but it’s hard to know. We’re filming and no one’s getting a summer vacation like they normally do. We’re working non stop. It’s hard not to blame me for this.”

“It’s not your fault. Yes they don’t get summer vacation, but they get a really long Christmas vacation.”

“I know, but I can’t help it.”

“Just stop blaming yourself.”

Jensen nods.

*****

~July~

Jensen comes back from his doctor’s appointment. He stands up in the bedroom in front of a mirror with no shirt on. He looks at his now rounded stomach which looks a bit like a basketball.

Jared walks in watching him. “What’s wrong?”

“I’m big.”

Jared wraps his arms around him. “You’re five months pregnant.”

“I know.”

“You’re not fat, huge, or big.”

“And you’re not the one carrying around twins.” He walks out of the room.

Jared stand in the middle of the bedroom trying to process what Jensen had just said.

Jensen sits in the nursery which has a crib up and a rocking chair. That was as far as they got before the miscarriage. He has a seat. He just rocks.

Jared walks into the nursery. “Two.”

“Maybe I’m getting the one I lost the first round.”

“Huh…Yeah maybe so. I guess we need to come up with two names.”

Jensen turns and looks at him. “Yeah.”

“What about you pick one and I’ll pick the other?”

“I like that. You pick a girl and a boy and I’ll do the same since we don’t know what we are getting.”

“Sounds like a plan.”

*****

Jared was on set filming as Jensen heads back to his trailer when Misha comes out of his trailer and calls him over.

“Hey Mish.”

“Hey Jens. Could you help me with something?”

“Sure thing.” He walks in to Misha’s trailer.

“I need help moving this chair.”

“Not a problem.”

They both take a side a moves the chair to where Misha wanted it. Jared heads to Misha trailer to tell him they need him on the set when he sees them moving it.

“What the hell are you doing!?”

They both put the chair down. “I was just helping that’s all.”

“You know your not suppose to know be lifting.”

“It wasn’t that heavy Jared.”

“I don’t need you to get hurt.”

“Can I ask what’s going on?”

Jensen looks a Jared as Jared looks at him. At the same time they say, “We’re expecting.”

“Oh wow guys.”

“Thanks.”

“I bet you guys can’t wait.”

“Yeah.”

“I promise Jared I won’t let him lift anything.”

“Good. I need helper to keep an eye on him.” Jensen smirks.

deanlives.livejournal.com/31248.html Part 5

Symbol of Love Part 5

2009-10-16T22:56:07Z

Chapter 5

Jensen walks into the house just coming back from the store. He puts the food away and pulls out these magazines he brought in the store. He reads them and gets more upset the more he reads. He rips up the magazines. He goes upstairs and sits in the nursery.

Jared comes home a little after ten with the news that this upcoming episode would be Jensen’s last until after the New Year. He wasn’t going to tell him it’s because his weight gain is getting harder for them to shoot around it. He understood, but they also didn’t know about the babies. He heads to the stairs and finds Jensen rocking in the nursery.

“I got good news.”

“I could use some. What is it?”

“Next week is your last filming until the New Year.”

“Getting to fat to film?”

Jared was shocked by that. “What? No. You’re beautiful.”

“Thanks for lying.”

“Jensen, I’m not lying.”

“Well sorry, but right now it’s hard to believe when everyone thinks I’m fat.” He stands up from the chair. He turns around to leave the room.

Jared looks a Jensen and sees his stained tears cheeks. “What got you going?”

“Nothing, just a perk of being pregnant.”

“Jensen, I know that can be true, but this is more then just crying for no reason. There’s a reason isn’t there?”

“All the magazines say I’m fat. That I’m letting myself go.”

Jared walks over to him and holds him. “I’m so sorry babe. I didn’t know.”

“I know I’m getting big. I’m six months pregnant. I also know that the CW is having its premier party and I want you to go to it. If anyone asks just say I’m sick or doing some work or something.”

“Alright I’ll say that. But you’re sure you don’t want to go?”

“I’m sure.”

*****

Jensen walks on to the set to get word that Eric wanted to see him. He goes to Eric’s office.

Eric motions Jensen into the room and to have a seat as he finishes up his call.

Jensen sits down on the edge of his seat. He waits for Eric to finish.

Eric quickly hangs up the phone. “Thanks for seeing me.”

“You said you wanted to see me and here I am.”

“I’m guessing Jared told you this is the last week of filming.”

“He did.”

“Well Jensen, it’s just getting too hard to film around your new found growth.”

“Oh, well sorry.”

“I hate to do this but I’ve been told by Warner that you need to lose weight by the time we start filming in January.”

Jensen just felt like crying knowing it was the pregnancy doing both. “How much?”

“As close you can get to your old weight. You know you and Jared need to be in tip top shape.”

“I know.”

“So we want you to lose the weight and the gut.”

Jensen nods. “Just by the New Year?”

“We were thinking we might do another Christmas episode, but if you haven’t lost enough by then they yes the New Year.”

“I can’t before then. Maybe December not before.” He stands up.

“Why not before?”

“I just can’t.” He walks out of the room.

Eric just sits there surprised that he walked out.

*****

Jensen storms off the set. Jared just watches him and goes after him.

“What’s going on?”

“I’m sick of this. Sick of everyone saying I’m fat. Telling me to lose weight or lose my job.”

“I know Eric wouldn’t say that.”

“You’re right, but if I’m not back or close enough to my old weight come January then what will happen is I will most likely lose my job.”

“Then let’s tell everyone you’re pregnant.”

“I don’t know.”

“If something was going to go wrong, it would have by now.”

“I know.”

“Why don’t you go home, take a bath, and relax.”

*****

Jared walks down the red carpet in his suit for the premier party. He stops to take pictures.

He stops again to answers some questions from the press.

“Jared, how is the show coming?”

“Just fine. We’re on hiatus until the new year.”

“Did the show shut down early because of Jensen’s new weight gain?”

“I’m really sick of you people calling him fat; talking about his weight gain. The past few months have not been easy for him. And no. We’ve been filming over the summer when we usually have off.”

“Then what’s with the weight gain?”

“No comment.”

“Come on Jared, you know why. Why isn’t he here?”

“He’s working.”

“But the show’s not filming.”

“Is Jensen’s weight gain for a new role?

Jared thinks. “Yes it’s for a new role he’s appearing for which I know he’s going to be great at.” He goes into the theatre.

deanlives.livejournal.com/30978.html Part 6

Symbol of Love Part 6

2009-10-16T22:53:03Z

Chapter 6

~November 1~

Jared takes Jensen to the Christmas party the show has every year. They were doing this one early since it normally would be the last day of filming before holiday break. They also did a Secret Santa. Jensen happened to get Jared.

Jared walks in with Jensen who had on a sweater that reduced the appearance of his stomach, since he was due in the next week and half.

They sit down. Talk to some people. The time flies by. It now was already eight and they exchange gift and everyone finds out who was their Santa.

Misha walks up to Jensen and hands him his gift, since he was his secret Santa. “I got you.”

“Oh, wow. Thanks man.” He unwraps the box and opens it to find a little Santa suit. “I love it.”

“Well they will be here before Christmas and I thought they needed to have something to wear on their first Christmas.”

“I love it and Jared will too.”

Jared walks over to them and smiles at the suit. “That’s so cute.”

“I told Jensen they need something special to wear on their first Christmas. What did you get?”

“I haven’t. My Santa must not be here but I got Eric a nice bottle of wine.”

“Oh that sucks about the gift.” Jensen laughs.

“What?”

“I didn’t say anything.”

“You're laughing at me because I didn’t get a gift?”

“No.”

“Then what.”

“Maybe your Santa’s waiting.”

“Everyone got their gifts already.”

“Yeah, so should I.”

He tosses a gift at him. “Here, you want a gift so bad.”

“It’s not the same. It’s not from my secret Santa.” He opens it. To find two picture frames that read ‘Daddies Little Angels’. One had an ultrasound picture that was taken the week before in it.

Jared smiles wide. “I love it.”

“The other frame is for a picture after they are born. Father’s choice as to what picture goes into it.”

Jared kisses him. “Better gift then I could have gotten from my secret Santa.”

“HoHoHo.”

Jared looks at him. “It’s you.”

Jensen smiles. “I got you. Hell why would I bring a gift to the party for you when we’re having Christmas together?”

“So true.”

*****

~11pm~

“Everyone! If you have far to drive we recommend you leave now. We got a bad winter storm coming in. It’s already snowing heavy.”

A lot of people leave, but Jared and Jensen stay to help clean up.

Jensen’s cleaning up when the first pain hits him. He breathes through it. He sits down and ten minutes pass before another labor pain hits him.

Jared walks over to him. “Are you getting tired?”

Jensen looks up at him. “Huh?”

“You’re sitting. Are you getting tired?”

“No.”

“Back hurting?” He starts rubbing Jensen back down low where it gives him the most problems.

“No.”

“Then what is it?”

“I’m…I think I’m in labor.”

“What?”

“It started about twenty minutes ago. I sat down thinking maybe I over did it and ten minutes later it happened again.” Right then another contraction hits him. “Oh god.”

“Guys!” Everyone looks at him. “Can someone go see if the paramedic is still here on another set or the doctor.”

They nod and Eric comes over. “What’s wrong?”

“Eric, Jensen’s in labor.”

“You’re pregnant?”

“Yeah. I didn’t want to tell anyone in case we miscarried again.”

“It’s alright. I understand. How about we move him over to the bed in the motel room?”

They both move him over to the bed and lay him down. They get him comfortable.

Jensen starts his breathing as the contractions get closer to him.

The studio doctor comes in. “How far are the contractions?”

“About five minutes now.”

“You’re full term?”

“He’s due the seventh.”

“I think they want to come before then.”

“Um…Jared, why don’t you help Jensen get undressed?”

Jared nods and helps Jensen undress so that his undershirt was all he had left on.

They pull the covers up over him so he wouldn’t get cold. Jared sits down next to him holding his hand.

~1am~

The pain had gotten worse. Jared tries to keep him calm.

“How much longer?”

“It’s really up to the baby and Jensen body.” He checks Jensen. “He’s only eight cementers. He needs to be ten.”

Jensen grips the bed when the next contraction hits him.

“You’re doing so good.”

“Shut it.”

“Not much longer.”

“Come closer.” He motions with his finger.

Jared stands up and walks around to him. That’s when Jensen grabs his cock. He starts squeezing the hell out of it. Jared lets out a loud painful hiss.

“I want it off.”

It takes Eric and the doctor to get Jensen off of Jared. The doctor gives Jared a bag of ice to ice his cock down.

Another contraction hits him. Jensen breathes through it.

“That wasn’t bad.”

Jensen’s head slowly turns toward him like he was possessed. “The hell you know.”

”You’re doing so good Jensen.”

“Do you know what it feels like pushing something the size of a grapefruit out of your body that will be a least 20 inches long?”

“No.”

“Then don’t talk to me until you do know.”

~2am~

Jared had been quiet for the past hour. Mainly since Jensen told him to shut up.

“It’s time.”

Jensen starts pushing on the contraction. The head pops out.

“Good job Jensen.”

The next contraction starts and he starts pushing. The shoulders get pushed out.

“One more push and the baby’s out.” Jensen nods and starts pushing.

The baby slides out and starts crying. “You got a healthy boy.”

He wraps up the baby and hands him to Jared who takes him to everyone who was waiting outside.

“Everyone, I’d like you to meet Dean.”

As Jared shows off Dean, Jensen starts pushing again. Ten minutes later baby was out and crying. The doctor wraps up the baby and takes the baby out to Jared.

“Here daddy.” Jared smiles and takes the baby in his arm. He holds them both.

“How’s Jensen?”

“Jensen’s good. He’s resting.”

“Everyone meet Sam and Dean. Cause if it wasn’t for the show they wouldn’t be here with us.”

Eric walks up to him. “They’re beautiful Jared.”

Jared walks back in to the room where Jensen was.

Jensen smiles. “You look good with them.”

“Thanks. We got some pretty boys Jensen.”

Jensen laughs.

“What?”

“Sam is a Samantha.”

“What?”

“We got one of each.” Jared handed Dean to Jensen and checks Sam himself. Jared smiles.

“She’s beautiful.”

The doctor walks in. “We need to keep them warm until we can get them to the hospital.”

*****

An hour later they get Jensen and babies to the hospital. Jensen was resting with the babies asleep in the room with him as Jared watches them sleep. The doctor walks in.

“How are they?”

“They’re all good. Your son weighs 7 pounds and six ounces. He’s 21 inches long. His sister weighs 6 pounds and 10 ounces and is 20 inches long. Born November 2 at 3:13 and 3:25.”

“Thanks.”

deanlives.livejournal.com/30941.html Part 7

Symbol of Love (Part 7)

2009-10-16T22:46:55Z

Title: Symbol of Love
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Summary: Jensen get's pregnant do to a mistake on the show.
Disclaimer: Don't own show or boys.

A/N: I just never got to posting the rest even it been done for over 10 months.
A/N: Got five stories in the works that not including my secret santa.

Chapter 7

~Christmas Eve~

Jensen and Jared finish the tree. They wrap up the last few gifts they had to be wrapped.

They sit down in front of the fireplace while the babies sleep up in their room.

“I can’t wait tomorrow. Our first Christmas as a family.”

“Yeah.”

They fall asleep together on the couch.

*****

~Christmas Day~

Jared wakes up before Jensen. He goes upstairs to check on the babies and finds Samantha wake. He picks her up, changes her, and gets her dressed with an outfit that he had brought without Jensen knowing.

He then gets Dean up and dresses him in the little Santa outfit that Misha had given Jensen as his secret Santa.

He brings the babies down and lays them in their own bassinets.

Jensen wakes up and smiles, seeing the babies were up. He walks over to them and smiles wider when he sees Samantha in her pretty red Christmas dress.

“She’s gorgeous Jared.”

“She needed a special outfit too. I just fell in love with it when I saw it.”

They sit down in front of the tree and open up gifts. The babies get new clothes and Jensen finds himself getting a silver ring with a golden stone in the center.

“The stone is citrine. It’s the babies’ birthstone.”

Jensen smiles. “I love it.”

Jared opens up his gift to relieve a sliver band ring with citrine chip in the middle.

“I love it.”

“Good to know. Will you marry me?”

Jared looks at him. “I’m the one who should ask that but yes.”

“Good.” They both put their rings on.

Jared smiles and kisses Jensen.

The End!

Merry Christmas

The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-21T01:11:22Z

Here the art work for The Things I'll Do For Love

Art athenaps.livejournal.com/329541.html

The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T02:24:10Z

Fic title: The Things I'll Do For Love
Author name: deanlives
Artist name: athenaps
Genre: Slash,
Pairing:Jensen/Jared
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 28,345
Warnings/Spoilers: Mpreg
Summary: Jensen and Jared move in together as they go to college. When the boys break one of the cardinal rules. They are forbidden to see each other by Jared's parents. Jared does everything he can possible think of. To get them back together.
A/N: I wrote this for the spn_j2_bigbang I took break from writing my other stories since this took me four months to write.

The Things I’ll Do for Love

DeanLives

~August 14~

Jared walks into the apartment with his bags in hand. He couldn’t believe his parents gave permission for him to move in with Jensen for the year since they would be going to the same college. He had met Jensen six months ago when Jensen had come to his high school theatre class to help them prepare for finals. Jared was lucky enough to be paired up with the older man. Their love had bloomed pretty quickly. Now here Jared was, dating someone four years older than him, whom he never saw for himself but he really loved it. He just hoped this worked out. He believed it would and next year, he and Jensen would move into an off campus apartment, since this was Jensen’s final year of school.

Jared dropped his bags onto the floor and grabbed Jensen by his hips, pulling the older man to him. “I can’t believe this is really happening.”

Jensen smiles when he feels Jared hands on his hips. “I know. Just you and me here. We have this place all to ourselves.” He keeps the smile on his face remembering the rules of the apartment that Jared’s parents had set without telling him first. The major one was no sex since Jared was just barely eighteen. It hadn’t been a month yet since his birthday, but by Jared’s choice, the two had slept together on his birthday. Their first time was made even more special since it was the first time either of them had had sex.

Jared grips Jensen a little harder when he sees his attention wander off. “Jens, what’s wrong?”

Jensen comes out of his thoughts when he feels Jared’s grip and then he hears his words. “Oh…nothing. Just thinking of some stuff.”

Jared just holds Jensen in his arms. “Which would be?”

“It’s nothing really.”

“Come on. What’s got you so lost in thoughts?”

“Just thinking of something’s your parents said that’s all. Nothing big.”

Jared pulls back a bit when he hears his parents mentioned. He didn’t know his parents had talked to Jensen, but it didn’t really surprise him that they had. “What did they say?”

“It’s nothing, really.”

“Jensen, please tell me.”

“No sex.”

“What they don’t know won’t hurt them.” He smirked as he said it.

“Yeah but if they found out…Jared, I wouldn’t be allowed to ever see you again.”

Jared huffs. “I hate when they do this! It’s my life! I can do anything I want with anyone I want. I had to watch them do this with my brother, but not with me. I am an adult.”

“Just barely.”

“What!” He shouted, getting angry. “Why can’t you people see I’m old enough do what ever I want?” He lets go of Jensen, grabs his bags off the floor and heads to the second bedroom, where he tosses his bags on the bed.

Jensen lets out a heavy sigh and follows Jared to the room. “It’s their saying not mine.”

Jared nods and sits down heavily on the bed. “Sorry. I just wish they would see me as grown up.”

“I know.”

“No more talking about parents okay? This is our time.”

Jensen smiles and nods. Jared pulls him down to the bed kissing him.

*****

Jensen walked into the apartment overwhelmed. He had three papers due all on the same day. Then he had to read three chapters for a class. He hadn’t even noticed Jared was home, which wasn’t uncommon since Jared’s classes ended before his.

Jared walked out of his room when he heard Jensen come in. He could tell something was bothering him. He walked toward Jensen, asking “What’s wrong?”

Jensen jumped at Jared’s voice. “Sorry, I didn’t know you were home.”

“Well I am. So what’s wrong?”

“I swear teachers like to cram you with homework. I have three papers due by the end of the week and I have to read three chapters, which are at least twenty pages long. Each.”

Jared walks over to him and hugs him. “Ouch. How can I help you?”

“Why help me?” He asked with a smile on his face. He loved that Jared wanted to help him with it.

“Because I’m your Romeo and you’re my love. So how can I help?”

“Romeo…Save Me.”

Jared laughed. “So what can I do? Oh and like what you said.”

Jensen couldn’t help but blush. “Jared, I love the thought, but I really don’t know how.”

Jared understood. Jensen had to write the papers himself and read the chapters himself. “The laptop is all yours for the next few days.”

“Thanks, and if you need the computer just let me know and I’ll do the chapters as you work.”

Jensen sat down at the desk, where he worked all night long without interruptions. Jared knew enough to stay away from him when he was working.

*****

~September 14~

Jared came home thrilled to have been asked to join a fraternity. He threw open the door of the apartment, which caused Jensen to look up from the desk. “Jared?”

“Oh, sorry. I just got the greatest news.”

Jensen stood up and asked, “What?”

“I was just asked to join a fraternity.”

“Oh…” The older man wasn’t very happy. He had heard a lot of bad stories.

“Just an oh? Dude, I want to do this.”

“Fine. When’s the hazing starting?”

“First week of October.”

“Fine, but say the words ‘Romeo, save me’ and I’ll have it stopped when you can’t handle anymore.” “Romeo, save me” had become their code words for when one of them needed help with school work or anything.

“Fine, but I don’t think I’ll need.”

Jensen just rolled his eyes. This was one of the times Jared’s real age was showing. Acting like nothing could hurt him.

“Don’t roll your eyes at me.”

“Then stop acting like a teen who just wants to go out and party and not care about school. That’s not you and you know it.” He storms into the bedroom they had been sharing, but they kept Jared’s stuff in the other room incase Jared’s parents came by. He lied down on the bed and heard Jared walking to the doorway. “I’m sorry.”

“Whatever.” Jensen replies, just laying there with his back facing Jared.

Jared lied down behind his boyfriend, wrapping his arms around him.

“You don’t get it. I’m not trying to rain on your parade. I just want you to be safe. That’s all. I’ve heard the horror stories alright?”

Jared smiled when heard that. “Thanks. I’m sorry I overreacted. It’s just hard to know someone really cares about me and is watching out for me. I just turn it into thinking you’re being over protective of me.”

“Jared, I don’t care what you do, but I will always worry about you because I love you.”

Jared smiled, pulling the older man closer and kissing him.

*****

~October 5~

Jared had been sleeping in the spare bedroom. It was the week of hazing and he didn’t want anyone to know he and Jensen were involved. Jensen agreed.

Jensen woke up around three in the morning to hear noise coming from the hallway. He got up and opened the door in time to see Jared with a pillow case on his head and two guys leading him out. Jensen just sighed as he watched them. One of the men handed him an envelope. He closed the door and opened the envelope, which was an invitation to the hazing party for all the roommates of the guys being hazed. Jensen sighed again and went back to bed.

*****

Jensen got dressed for the party so he could check on Jared to make sure he was doing alright. Jensen headed out of the apartment to the fraternity house. He could hear the music a block away. He rolled his eyes when he saw the front yard full of people. “Jared.” He gets out of his car and walks into the house. He squeezed his way through the crowd and he sees Jared and the other men all dressed up like girls; from make up to wigs. They had them kneel on the floor with the other guys being hazed. “Do you guys like our pretty ladies?” The crowd cheered. “Well good. Our ladies will be having a contest. Our pretty ladies will be drinking our ladies drinks. Rules of the contest are to drink as much as you can for that round. If you get sick, you’re out. If you drink the least amount, you’re out. Let start the show. Round one drink is an Apple Martini.” They drink it. Jared got six down as time finishes. “Let’s start round two. You had something tart now something sweet. A Cosmo.” They drink, but this time they lose two ladies/guys. Jared got seven Cosmos down before time ended. He was already feeling the effects, as his head felt like it was swimming. “Here’s round three and the hardest one. Pina Colada. It’s very rich and sweet. It’s cold so drink too fast and you might get a brain freeze. You two ladies are the last. Can you out drink the other? The only way to get out is to pass out or get sick. So ladies, drink up.” Jared drank three before he couldn’t handle any more. He had been forcing the last two down. “Can’t handle any more darling?”

Jared looked up at him. “Can’t take any more?” He looked at the guy who was spinning round in circles as four of them appear.

“I don’t want any more.”

“Well you know the rules. You have to pass out or get sick to get out of the game and you haven’t done either.” He wasn’t going to let Jared off that easily.

Jensen made it through the group of people to see what was fully going on. “I think he said he did want anymore.”

The guy looked at Jensen. “You have no part in this so back off.”

Jensen walked over to him. “Yes I do when it involves my boyfriend.”

Jared couldn’t help but smile at boyfriend since it was the first time Jensen had said it that way.

“Oh lookie here, we have some love birds.” The guys laughed.

Jensen helped Jared up. He walked him out of the house. He just wanted out of there.

Jared felt someone pull him back to look at two guys from the house. “Romeo…”

Jensen heard the code word and pulls Jared back and gets him into the car, when the guys jump him. Jensen fights them off when two others come to help him out. They pin the guys. “Jen, get out of here. We’ll watch your back.” Jensen nodded, knowing they would, since they were two of his theater buddies. Jensen hopped into the car and drove back to the apartment.

*****

Jensen carried Jared to the bedroom. He laid him on the bed and covered him up. He went and locked the door in case the guy tries to come back and finish him up. He then went into the bathroom and checks out his eye, which was already turning black. His sides were already sore. He undressed and left the clothes on the floor in the bathroom. He sat in the bed, Jared cuddling up to him as he lays his head in Jensen’s lap as the older man reads. Jensen smiled when he felt Jared’s head. He laid his book down and ran his fingers in Jared hair. Jared moaned at the touch. Jensen fell asleep with Jared’s head in his lap.

*****

When Jared wakes up in the morning, he tries to focus his eyes and realizes he’s in the apartment, but he has no idea how he got there. Then he felt the banging in his head and his stomach doing somersaults. He groans as he jumps up from the bed, running to the bathroom in time to empty the contents of last night’s events in the toilet.

Jensen wakes up to Jared’s dash to the bathroom. His back was hurting from sitting up all night as he slept. “You ok in there?”

Jared appears in the doorway. “Been better. Next time just kill me.”

Jensen smirks. “Will do.” He pats the bed.

Jared comes back to bed and snuggles up to Jensen. Jensen lays down, holding Jared as they both fell back to sleep.

They sleep for a few more hours until Jensen wakes up. He slides out of the bed and heads out to get some food. Jared gets up and goes to take a shower.

Jensen comes in and places the food on the table as Jared comes out of the shower. “Hey.”

“How was the shower?”

“Felt good.”

“Good. How you feeling?”

“I’m doing ok.” He gets dressed in some sweats. He goes over to Jensen and holds him. “Thanks.”

“For what?”

Jared ghosts his finger over Jensen’s black eye. “Thanks for being there.”

“Hey, I’m your Romeo. I’ll always be there when you need me.”

“The same for me Jensen. I’m so happy I found someone who really cares for me. Someone I can trust.”

Jared leads them to the bed and lays them down. He kisses Jensen. Jared undoes Jensen jeans. He slides his hand into Jensen boxers.

“Jared.”

“I don’t care Jensen.” He kisses Jensen on the lips and trails down his neck, causing Jensen to moan.

Jensen wraps his arms around Jared as he pushes his pants off with the boxers he had on.

Jared slips into Jensen and starts riding him hard. With each thrust into Jensen, he lets out a moan.

Jensen’s body tingles with each thrust of Jared into him. He couldn’t breath. He takes in a deep breath, which caused him to cough.

Jared looks down at Jensen with concern in his eyes. “Are you alright?”

Jensen looks up at him and smiles. “I’m fine. It’s just my side.”

Jared nods and pulls up Jensen’s shirt where he sees the black and purple bruise on his ribs.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I’m fine. Really.”

“I’m so sorry I put you through all that.”

“You didn’t do that. You were doing something you wanted to and how were you to know these guys were jerks.”

Jared picks up where he left off and starts thrusting again. He thrusts until he releases into Jensen.

Jensen eyes close when he feels Jared release in to him. His whole body goes limp. Jared lies down next to Jensen and they both rest together.

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T02:11:01Z

Chapter 2

~Halloween~

Jared gets dressed for Halloween, since the college was having a big party. Jared was going as a vampire. He finishes up getting ready as Jensen goes to pick up his costume from the theater department.

When Jensen gets home with the custom he goes into the bathroom to get dressed while Jared waits on the couch. He popped his fangs in since he was a vampire. He didn’t know what Jensen was going as.

Jensen comes out of the bathroom dressed as Romeo. Since he had so many class assignments he didn’t really have the time to go get a regular costume.

Jared smiles when he sees Jensen. “Romeo, save me.”

Jensen laughs.

They head to the party. They stay for a few hours and head back home when it starts to get boring.

Jared leads Jensen to the bedroom. He starts undressing him.

“Jared?”

“Don’t make me have to bite you.”

Jensen smirks as he feels Jared push him down on the bed. He feels Jared slip in to him.

Jared starts thrusting into Jensen not taking that long before he was ready to release, since Jensen had that effect on him.

Jensen sighs as he feels how hard Jared was in him. Before he knows it, the feeling of pleasure comes over him as Jared releases into him.

Jared leans down and bites Jensen on the neck. He leans back up with a smirk on his face.

“Ouch.”

“It’s not that bad and you made me have to bite you.”

“Great, I have to walk around with teeth marks in my neck.”

Jared laughs. “I didn’t bite you that hard. It should only be red for a few hours.

“Ok. I like your love bites.”

“Well good, cause I give some damn good ones. Now do me.”

“What?”

“Jensen, I’ve done you and I’ve felt you, but I’ve never felt you in me. Please, it will be a new feeling for the both of us.”

Jensen bites down on his lip. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to…he would love to feel what Jared felt when he did him, but he wasn’t sure if he could. The only thing he knew was being on the bottom. Yes, it should be hard, it’s nature's way, but he wasn’t sure.

Jared tried not to feel hurt, but the wait was making him think that Jensen didn’t want to have sex with him in that way. All he wanted was to feel how Jensen felt when they slept together.

“Um…”

Jared gets off of Jensen. “We don’t have to.” He sits down on the edge of the bed with his back towards Jensen.

Jensen sits up. “I want to. I’m just scared.”

“It’s alright.”

“I will do it, but bear with me. You know I don’t know how to do it.”

“We don’t have to Jensen. It’s ok.”

He pulls Jared back on to the bed. “But I want to Jared. I want to feel how you feel.”

“And I want to feel what you feel.”

“Then it’s done.”

Jared nods and moves back to the head of the bed. He closes his eyes and feels Jensen lift up his leg. He feels Jensen run up against his opening before he slips in.

Jensen feels Jared’s skin sliding around him as he slips in to him. He pulls out a little bit and thrust back in.

Jared let’s out a deep moan. He grips the sheets tightly while Jensen thrusts into him and before he knows it, Jensen’s releasing.

Jensen rode out his release and falls on to Jared. He lies on top of Jared chest.

“Thanks. You’re wonderful.”

“You’re not so bad yourself.” Jensen kisses Jared softly on the lips.

*****

~December 14~

Jared gets up for the last week of school and finals before the Christmas break. He heads into the bathroom and turns on the shower, letting Jensen sleep in since he seemed to have been pretty tired the night before. He steps into the shower and stands under the water.

Jensen wakes up and hears Jared in the shower. He sits up and suddenly gets dizzy. He leans back against the head board, waiting for it to pass. He sees the bathroom door open.

“Hey. Ready for our last week of school?”

“Yup. At least we get a break for now.”

Jared starts to get dress. He didn’t see Jensen get out of bed and almost lose his balance. He heard the door close to the bathroom. He finishes getting dressed. He goes over to the door and knocks.

“Yeah?” Jensen asks, leaning up against the sink as he shaves.

“I’m heading out to my class. I’ll see you later.”

“Ok. Good luck.”

“You too.” Jared leaves the apartment, heading to his first final.

Jensen finishes up and heads into the bedroom and gets dressed. He heads to his class.

Half way through the day this guy comes into Jared’s third class of the day and walks up to the teacher.

“Jared Kinkade.”

Jared stands up and walks down to the teacher. “Yes sir.”

“This man is here for you.”

“Um…alright.” Jared walks out of the room with him.

“I was told to come get you.”

“May I ask what this is about?”

“Your roommate passed out during one of his classes. He’s alright, but he can’t leave without someone being with him and he would only give the nurse your name.”

“But he’s alright right?”

“I was just told to get you, but he was awake when I left.”

Jared nods and the man shows him to the nurse’s office. He walks into a room and sees Jensen sitting up on a table.

“Hey, you ok?”

“Yeah, I’m ok. I just want to go home.”

Jared nods and finds out it he’s allowed to go home as long as Jared goes with him, so Jared helps him stand up and gets him back to the apartment.

“Jared, I’m fine,” Jensen says as his boyfriend helps him into the apartment. If he knew if no one was in the hall, Jared would be carrying him into the apartment.

Jared puts Jensen on the bed and sits down next to him. “What happened?”

“I passed out.”

“Jensen, I got that. Why?”

“They say the flu’s going around so it’s probably that. I’m fine though. No fever yet.”

“Fine. You stay in bed. I have to get back to my class, but only get out if you need to go to the bathroom.” He went and got a bottle of water for him if he got thirsty. Jared left for his class. He told his teacher what had happened and he let him take the final with his next class.

Jensen just sits in bed for an hour or so until he got tired and fell asleep. He didn’t even hear when Jared came home.

Jared walks in and takes a peek in the bedroom to find Jensen sound asleep. He lets him sleep for awhile, knowing he must need it if he is coming down with the flu. He starts fixing some soup for him and Jensen to have. He carries it into the bedroom. He sits the two bowls down on the night stand. He leans down, kissing Jensen on the cheek.

Jensen wakes up to the kiss. He smiles as he looks up at Jared. “When did you get home?”

“A few minutes ago. I made you some soup.”

Jensen nods and sits up. He looks at the soup. “It looks good.”

“Well, you can’t really mess up soup from a can.”

Jensen nods when Jared starts feeding him. He kills off the soup. “Thanks.”

Jared sits next to him on the bed and starts eating his own soup.

“How were finals?”

“Okay. I don’t think I failed.”

“Good.”

Jared finishes up and takes the dishes to the kitchen sink. He comes back and sits down on the bed kissing Jensen.

Jensen moans into the kiss. Neither one heard the front door open up as Jared leans in, pulling Jensen’s shirt off. Before they knew it the bedroom door slams against the wall. They both look up to see Jared’s parents standing there.

“I said no sex. Jared, pack your bags. You are leaving.” His mother commanded. She was so mad that Jared had gone against their words. He had never done that before in his life.

Jensen lets out a deep sigh when he watches Jared get up.

“No, I’m not leaving and anyway we were kissing, not having sex mother.”

“Boy, don’t talk to your mother like that.” He didn’t need to hear the sissy come back.

“Hey, I’m just trying to take care of my boyfriend. That’s all.”

“Oh, is he so lonely he needs you to sleep with him?”

“No. It’s none of your business, but he passed out this afternoon in one of his classes.”

“Probably because he was going to fail his final.”

That was enough for Jared. The next thing that came out of him was, “We’re having a baby.” He didn’t know where that had come from. “Now, I’d like you guys to leave so I can take care of my boyfriend who has the flu.”

“Jared, if you’re having a baby, it just enforces that Jensen broke his deal of no sex. But you can’t be around someone who is sick.”

“I can be around someone who is sick. We’re not that far along anyway. So leave.”

“Fine, we’ll go for now, but once finals are over we’ll be back and you’ll move back home and you will have nothing to do with Jensen and we’ll make sure he supports this child somehow.”

“GET OUT!” Jared shouted as he pushed them out of the apartment. He heads back to the bedroom.

Jensen could see the look on Jared’s face and it wasn’t good. “That bad?”

“They are making me move out after finals. Since you broke your promise they can’t trust you. But—”

“But what?”

“This just slipped out really. I don’t know where it came from. But I told them we are expecting.”

“Jared…”

“I know. They have to let us stay together.”

“But what if they don’t? Then what?” Now he was pissed.

“I don’t know.”

“You don’t know? Hell if they want, they could sue me to support you or worse.”

“I won’t let them. I love you and you love me.”

“I know, but Jared saying what you said didn’t tip the hand in our favor. It probably made it worse.” He hadn’t even noticed his eyes were watering. He hated to think of not having Jared in his life.

“I’m sorry. But we’ll be together Jensen, I know we will.” He hugs him when see how hard this was being on him.

~December 20~

Jensen comes after home his last final to hear talking coming from the apartment. He walks in to see Jared and his parents in the place. His eyes zone in on the boxes. “What’s going on?”

Jared’s mother glares at Jensen. “Jared’s moving home. We’ll be taking care of him from now on. Jared, you have everything?” Jared sadly nods. She walks, but not before stopping in front of Jensen. “You will be supporting this kid.” She walks out with Jared in tow.

Jared’s father walks up to Jensen. “Give her time. Oh, she wants you to know if you come anywhere near Jared before the baby’s born you will be arrested. I’ll try to talk her into letting you see Jared.”

“Thank you, Mr. Kinkade. I really do love Jared.”

“I know son. She just needs time and I bet with Jared and me working on her, you will get to see Jared before the baby’s born.”

Jensen nods as Mr. Kinkade leaves. He closes the door. He goes into the bedroom and closes the door. He lies on the bed.

~December 25~

Jensen was staying at his parents’ house for the holidays. He comes down for breakfast to find his mother and father already at the table. He father sitting at the end of the table reading the business section of the news paper as his mother drinks her coffee.

His mother sees him come. “Oh, you’re up sweetie.”

“Yeah.”

“Have a seat and get some food.”

Jensen nods and sits down, grabbing some food. “Dad, can you pass the milk?”

He looks around the newspaper and picks up the milk handing it to his son. “So, how’s school life?”

“School’s fine. Life’s not so good.”

Jensen’s father sent the newspaper down. “What do you mean son?”

“Jared’s mother has forbidden me to see him.”

“I think forbidden is a harsh word Jensen.”

“Dad, I would agree if I wasn’t told I’d be arrested if I step anywhere near Jared.”

“Oh…”

“Jared and his father are going to try to work on her.”

“Jensen, I’m sure it will work out. We both know how you feel about Jared from your letters.”

“Thanks mom.” He opens the milk and smells it, when suddenly he gets this overwhelming sick feeling. He drops the milk on the table and runs from the room.

Jensen’s parents look at each other. “Maybe the flu.”

“Maybe so.”

Jensen comes back in after a few minutes. He sits down and pushes the milk away from himself.

“Michael, can you give me some time with our son?”

“Sure, I have get to a meeting anyway. I hope you feel better Jensen.” Jensen nods as his father leaves the room.

“Is there a baby involved in this relationship you and Jared have?”

Jensen nods. “I can’t see Jared until after the baby’s born.”

“Oh Jensen, I’m so sorry.”

“Mom, this a time in our lives we need to be together. Be there for each other. I know part of Jared’s mother’s problem is thinking I don’t have the money to support Jared. He would have to use his money.”

“But Jensen, you can support yourself and Jared.”

“I know, but they don’t know I have money mom. Unlike them, I don’t like to show my wealth.”

“I know sweetie. You never like to show people you have money and if you do, you have to really trust them.”

Jensen nods.

“I want you to go lay down and I’ll talk to your father when he gets home…about everything. Oh, and you were right. The milk was starting to go bad. I just hate it when it doesn’t make it to its date.”

Jensen just nods and goes to his room and lies down.

*****

Jared sits at his parents’ breakfast table. He picks at his food, just to have his mother pile more on his plate.

“You need more for the baby.”

Jared just sighs. He wants Jensen. “Why can’t I see Jensen?”

“Jared, we’ve been over this already. You can’t see him. He already ruined your life.”

“He did not.” He just eats his food before he leaves the house. He goes to the mall where one of his good friends worked in a maternity clothing store. He walks in to see him.

“Hey Jay!”

“Hey.”

“What brings you by?”

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T02:07:55Z

Chapter 3

Jared looks at his friend. “I need your help.”

“Sure Jared. What is it?”

“I’ve been dating this guy for about nine months and mom walked in on something and blew it out of proportion and so I told her we are expecting.”

“Oh wow. You need me to show you some clothing or him?”

“No, I need some new clothing.”

“Ok, come this way and I’ll get you a pillow to put on so you can see how the clothing will fit when you’re showing.”

Jared walks into a changing room and puts the pillow on. He couldn’t lie to himself. It looked weird and felt weird. He looked like he five months pregnant.

Jared picks out a few shirts and two pairs of jeans. He heads over to pay when sees the pillows for sale. His friend walks over.

“Yeah, we sell them in case you go somewhere that doesn’t have them. You can put yours on and still try the clothing. We got one for four months, since you’ll be showing, but some people are still able to wear their clothing. One’s for seventh months and one’s for nine months. Then we have a special one if it’s twin or triplets.

Jared nods. “Can you order one for each month or are they only made in those months?”

“You can, but your big changes are five months, seven and the nine.”

Jared nods and picks up one for fourth month for now. He pays for his clothing.

Jared goes home and straight up to his bedroom he hangs up his clothing.

~January 9 First day of school~

Jared goes to school with new company with him. His mother made him take a body guard. He goes to the one class in hopes of seeing Jensen there. He waits to see him, but he never shows. He walks up to the teacher.

“Can I help you Jared?”

“I was wondering if Jensen Priestly was still in this class.”

“He switched to my later class.”

Jared nods. He couldn’t say he wasn’t hurt, but he understood why.

~January 20~

Jensen was sound sleep when the phone started to ring in the middle of the night. “Hello?” He answers tiredly.

“Jensen, its mom.” He could already tell something was wrong.

“What is it?”

“It’s your father.”

He sits up when he hears that. “What’s wrong with dad?”

“He had a heart attack. He’s in the hospital. It’s bad Jensen.”

“I’m on my way.”

“Drive carefully. We have had ice on the road.”

Jensen hangs up and quickly gets dressed. He drives all the way up to Dallas. He gets to the hospital. He looks for his mom until he finds them. “How is he?”

“They are not sure. We were just going to bed when he grabbed his chest.”

“He’ll be fine. He needs to be so he can see his grandchild.”

His mother smiles. “I know he wants to see them.”

Jensen smiles when the doctor walks out. “He’s fine, but he won’t be able to work for a few months while he recovers.”

“How many months are we talking?”

“At least three; four would be better, but that depends on how the healing is going.”

They nod and let the doctor go. “At least he’s ok.”

“Yeah, but I know he was doing a buyout of a company in Austin and now I don’t know because he would want someone he trusts to do it.”

~Week Later~

Jensen takes up his mom up to the hospital since this was going to be the first time they’d be able to talk to his father. They walk in. “Hi.”

“How you feeling?”

“Better then I have been. But Jensen, I want you to finish up my buyout.”

“Dad, you have people to do it.”

“I know, but I want someone I can trust. You only have to do it for four months tops.”

“Um…” He thinks long and hard about it before he just nods.

“Fine, but Jensen you tell me whenever you need a break and I’ll make sure you take them since I know what it’s done to your father.”

*****

Jensen works in his father’s office, waiting for the owner of the company his father was buying out.

“Mr. James, your appointment is here.”

“Thanks Fay. Send him in.”

He walks in. “Mr. James?”

Jensen looks up to see Jared’s father standing in front him. “Mr. Kinkade?” Jensen stands up.

“Jensen?”

“Um...Hi.”

“What’s going on? I’m supposed to meet Mr. James.”

“That’s me. I go by my middle name.”

“Oh.”

“I’m just doing this for my father until he heals. How’s Jared?”

“He’s good. He’s showing, even though he tries to hide it.”

“Oh. He’s what?” It was still a shock to him.

“He’s showing, has this little curve going on now. He put on a few pounds.”

“I’m happy he’s doing okay. I hope to see him soon.”

“Well, you might be able to.”

“How so?” He was happy to hear that.

“We are taking Jared to the mountains in February around Valentine’s Day and if you happen to be there by accident, we can’t help that.”

“Thank you so much.”

“We are staying at the Blue Rose Hotel in Evergreen, Colorado.”

“Thanks for telling me. I can’t wait to see Jared. Let’s get on to work.”

“Let’s do.”

“My father wants to do the buyout, but he’s not planning to let anyone go.”

“Good. I have had my lawyers go over this and it seems fine to them so I think we got a deal. Jensen, it’s nice to know that not everything my wife thinks of you is true.”

“Thanks.”

*****

Jared gets up and goes takes a shower. He gets dressed and pulls the shirt down over his stomach. He looks in the mirror at his curving stomach and makes sure he looks good. He heads downstairs to the breakfast table.

“You look great. When’s your doctor’s appointment?”

“Huh…Friday why?”

“I thought I’d take you?”

“I’m fine.”

“Alright…would you like to go shop for some clothes?”

“I’ll do it myself.”

“Sweetie, there’s nothing to be embarrassed about with your body changing. It’s a natural thing.”

“I know mom, it’s just I like to do it myself alright?”

“Fine. You let me know if you need any help.”

“I will.”

“Your father should be down soon. He has to meet with the man who’s buying his company.”

“Oh.”

Jared’s father walks in and gets a cup of coffee. He drinks it. “Oh Jared, me and your mother thought we’d take you up to the mountains next month since you’ve been doing so good in school.”

“Oh really?”

“Yeah, but you know if there’s snow up there, you can’t ski in your condition.”

Jared sighed. “I know. No lifting and so on.” He had done his research and lots of it.

“So the thirteenth we’ll be going.”

“You might want to make sure you have sweaters and a jacket that fit. We’ll be staying for a week.”

“What about school?”

“They know about it and we have your assignments.”

Jared nods.

“I better get going.” He gets up and leaves for his meeting.

“I better go clothes shopping.”

“Jared, sweetie, have you bought any clothes for the baby?”

“Um…No. I don’t know what it is mother.”

“I know, but you can buy green or purple since they go with both sexes.”

“I’ll look when I’m at the mall.” Jared gets up and heads out to the mall.

He goes to see his friend. “Hey Jay.”

“Hi.”

“Here for new clothes?”

“I need some sweaters and a jacket. My parents are taking me to the mountains next month.”

“Ok. I’ll recommend you go up in a size because you’ll have grown a few inches by then.”

He nods. He goes picks up a few sweaters and another pair of jeans. He pays for them and buys a seven month pillow for him.

“Doesn’t this pillow help when you’re trying on clothes?”

“Yeah, it does.”

He heads home. He heads up to his room, hiding the pillow and hanging up his sweaters and his new jacket.

~February 12~

He is sitting on the examination table with the sheet of wax/tissue paper on top of it. He watches the door open up slowly as a man in his sixties walks in.

“So how are you feeling?”

“Ok. I guess.”

He looks at his chart. “Well it looks like your weight is on track. I’m going to measure your belly and see how the growth of it is. Then we’ll look at the baby and listen to his heartbeat.”

He just nodded and lifts up his arms so the doctor could slip the tape measure around him.

The doctor measures the width of the stomach. “It’s a little bigger than someone at this stage, but since you are over six feet tall and you say the same about the father, it’s understandable. But don’t worry; it’s not a major difference.”

He nods. “Yup, six one and six four.”

“Well I bet this baby will be as tall or just shy of it. Let’s listen to the heartbeat. Do you want to know the sex or not?”

He thinks long and hard about it. “No, not unless it’s easy to see.”

“Alright, I won’t tell you unless I can point it out to you.”

He nods, laying back and lifting up his shirt before he unbuttons his jeans. The doctor puts the gel on his stomach and places the probe on it, guiding it over the slight curve of the stomach. Suddenly, the fast pace of the heartbeat comes through the speakers. He couldn’t stop smiling at the heartbeat.

“It sounds good and strong.” He points to the screen. “Here’s the head, and arm and legs. The baby looks to be very healthy.” He prints out a few pictures.

“Thanks doctor.”

“I’ll see you next month. Contact me if there’s any pain or bleeding.”

“Will do.” The doctor walks out of the room. He grabs a towel and wipes off the gel. He buttons up his jeans and pulls his shirt back down. He hops off the table and goes down the hall to the nearest bathroom and relieves all the water they had made him drink before his appointment. He goes down to the desk, setting up his next appointment for March 17. He slips the pictures into his wallet for the time being. He leaves.

*****

Jared comes home at lunch time. “Jared, sweetie is that you?”

“Yeah mom.”

“You want some lunch?”

“Sure.” He says as he walks into the dinner room to find the table already set with lunch. Jared sits down and gets some food. He takes a bite.

“So how was your appointment?”

Jared almost choked on his food. He swallows. “It was fine.”

“Do you have pictures?”

“No.”

“Oh…Okay.” She says a little disappointed.

“Next month.”

“Alright. Do you know what is yet?”

“I kinda don’t want to know.”

“You want it to be surprise. Those are fun too.”

“Um…Yeah they are.” He goes back to eating.

“We leave in the morning. Our flight is at noon and we need to be at the airport by ten.” Jared just nods.

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T02:00:26Z

Chapter 4

Jensen goes to the office and talks to Fay, his secretary. “You get me the flight?”

“Yes, you leave at 2pm on Flight 1040 and should get into Evergreen at six tonight. Oh, I have marked on the calendar your lunch meeting on March 17.”

“Thanks Fay. I’ll be back in a few days, but call me if something comes up. I’ll have my cell.”

“Will do.”

*****

Jared packs his bags and heads downstairs. “I’m ready.”

Jared’s father takes his bags out to the car. Jared walks out to the car with his mother as his father and the driver load the trunk up. They head to the airport. They boarded the plane.

They land at two pm. They had a car waiting for them, which drives them to the cabin like hotel. They walk up to the front desk.

“How may I help you?”

“Two rooms under Kinkade.”

He looks up the rooms on the computer. “Oh yes. One queen and one king. The Queen is 1214 and the King is 1230. Both on the same floor.”

“They are not next to each other?” Jared’s mother asks.

“No madam. All the other rooms are booked.”

She just nods. “Mom its fine. I’ll call you if I need anything.”

“You do that. We’ll have breakfast and dinner together.”

“Fine mom.”

They are showed to their rooms and find their rooms are at opposite ends of the hall.

Jared unpacks his clothes and walks down to his parents’ rooms. He knocks to have his father open the door.

“How’s the room?”

“It’s fine. I’ve unpacked my stuff.”

“Good then we can go have lunch.”

“That’s fine.”

“Susan, come on. Jared’s here. Let’s go get some lunch.”

“I’m coming. Jared, is your room ok for you?” She asks, walking out of the bedroom.

“Yeah mom, it’s fine.”

They go down to the dining room and get seated right away. They eat lunch.

“I have to make a phone call and I’ll be right back,” Jared’s father informs them as he stands.

“Alright, we’ll wait here.”

Jared’s father walks up to the front desk.

“How may I help you sir?”

“I have someone who checking in this evening under the name Jensen Priestly. I want to pay for his room and want his room as close to room 1214 as possible.”

“Yes sir, I’ll make a note of it.”

“Thanks.”

*****

Jensen gets off the plane after a not so good flight. He takes a cab to the hotel. He walks up to the front desk.

“How may I help you sir?”

“I’m checking in. Jensen Priestly.”

He types it to the computer. “Oh yes sir. You’re in room 1216.”

“Thanks.” He takes his key and is shown up to his room.

Jensen walks into his room and sets his bag down at the foot of the bed.

Jensen lies down on the bed and quickly falls asleep.

*****

Jared stands outside his parent’s room ready go to dinner. His parents come out dressed nicely.

“Sweetie, you look nice.” His mother says, rubbing his stomach.

“Um…Thanks mom.” They headed down to the dining room. They get seated by a window. They read over the menu. They put their orders in.

*****

Jensen wakes up about 7:30pm. He thinks about dinner and decides to go down to the dining room instead of getting room service. He heads down. He gets seated back in a quite corner, which he asked for. He reads over the menu and orders some soup.

*****

The waiter brings the food out for Jared and his family. They start eating their dinner. They finish up dinner when the soft music starts playing. Jared’s father takes his mother out on the dance floor. They start dancing.

Jared watches his parents dance for a while until he gets up to go to the bathroom.

“Kinkade, I see you put on some weight,” an old acquaintance says as Jared passes by his table.

Jared stops. He rolls his eyes. “Well not if your five months pregnant.”

“Well you weren’t pregnant the last time I saw you. So who’s the father?”

“That would be my boyfriend.”

“I think he would say otherwise.”

That pissed Jared off. He took in a deep breath and turns around to see Jensen sitting at the table. “Jensen?”

“Hi Romeo.”

Jared quickly goes over to Jensen. “What are doing here?”

“Your father said you’d be here. It’s good to see you.”

“Jensen, I’ve missed you so much.”

Jensen hugs Jared. “I’ve missed you too.” He rubs Jared stomach.

“I know.”

“Why?”

“I really thought she’d let me see you, but no.”

“I know, but what about when you’re a week away from having the baby? What are you going to do?”

“I don’t know.”

“Have a seat.”

Jared nods and has a seat. “Please don’t be mad.”

“I’m not. How are you?”

“I’m fine and you?”

“I’ve been better.”

Jared’s parents finish dancing and see Jared’s not at the table. “I wonder where Jared went too.”

“I don’t know.”

She looks around to see Jared. “He’s over there.” They walk over to where they see Jared.

“Jared, sweetie, who you talking to?”

“Mom, do you mind.”

“Jared. Who?”

Jensen stands up and turns around.

Jared’s mother turns red. “I told you to say away from him. Steve, call the cops.”

“Mrs. Kinkade, Jared and I have been apart for a long time and it hasn’t changed how we feel about each other.” He sits down.

She walks up to him. “I don’t care. You ruined my son’s life and you aren’t supporting this kid.”

“How can I when you won’t let me see Jared?”

“I don’t want excuses.”

“Mother, just stop. I love Jensen and he loves me. Why can’t you understand that?”

“Jared, sweetie, stay out of this. You don’t need the stress.”

“No, mom cause this is my business.”

She grabs Jensen by the collar of the shirt. “You’re scum. You’re just a piece of crap. I don’t want you near Jared or my grandchild. Jared will not support you.”

“Mother, let him go.”

“I don’t want Jared to support me.”

“Oh sure. You didn’t care he had money?”

“I don’t give a crap if he has money or not.”

“You hurt my son for the last time.”

“Mother, stop it!”

“Jared, stay out of this.”

“No.”

“He’s a big boy Jared.”

Suddenly Jensen gets a pain in his stomach, forcing him to take a deep breath.

Jared catches it. “Are you alright?”

“I will be.”

“Jared, he should be concerned for you since you’re the one who’s five months pregnant.”

“Mom, just shut it!” He helps Jensen stands up. “I’m taking him back to his room and you can’t stop me.”

“Oh I can’t?”

“No. Come on let’s get you to your room.”

“Jared I can go on my own.”

“I’m helping no matter what Jensen.”

Jensen nods and Jared takes him to the elevator. “I’m on the second floor.”

“Me too.”

Jensen just nods.

Jared takes him down the room. “What room?”

“16.”

“Hey, you’re next door to me.”

“Oh…nice. Jared, I really need to sit down.” Jared nods and lets Jensen into his own room, since they came to it first. Jared sits Jensen on the bed.

“What’s wrong?”

“I just had a bad flight. Why don’t you get comfortable?”

Jared nods and grabs a tee shirt. He goes in to the bathroom. He changes.

“Why did you keep it on?”

“I guess it’s just habit.” Jared pulls up his shirt to show a pillow and strips it off revealing his stomach which is a little softer than before.

“You put weight on.”

“Mom keeps forcing me to eat a ton of food for the baby.”

“That’s the problem when you’re faking Jared.”

“I know, but you put on weight too so I can’t feel bad.”

“I have not.”

“Your butt is bigger than last time.”

“It is not and it’s just like you to stare at my butt.”

“Cause it’s so cute.”

Jared sits down next to him. He leans in kissing Jensen. He moves his hand up to Jensen’s shirt, pulling it off. Jensen kisses Jared back and Jared lays them down on the bed. Jared runs his hand down Jensen’s chest and when he hits the older man’s stomach he pulls back his hand back quickly. “You put on a little more weight Jensen.”

“Hey.”

“I’m sorry. I like it.”

“Well you better.”

“I do.”

“Cause the past few months haven’t been easy for me.”

*****

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T01:38:21Z

Chapter 4B

The door slams shut, echoing in the room. “Steve, I can’t believe you let him take that boy to his room.”

“Susan, he’s in love. Let them be together.”

“Why so he can tell Jared he wants nothing to do to him or the baby? Or worse, he wants the baby all to himself? I don’t think so. I have to protect my boy and that’s what I am going to do.”

“Susan, he’s not a child. He needs to do this on his own. He needs to find how he truly feels, not be told how he needs to feel.”

“No Steve! I want him away from my son and if you won’t help I will do it myself!”

*****

Jared sits down at the table in the restaurant with his parents as they waited for Jensen to show.

“So where is he?”

“Mom, he’ll be here.”

“Jared, sweetie, he’s just a player.”

“Mom, how would know that?”

“Well let’s see. He hasn’t made one attempt to talk to you. He doesn’t care your carrying his child.”

“Mom, he loves me. How do I know that? He comes when I need him. He makes me feel better when I’m sick, like anyone who loves you should.”

“I bet he’s the one who got you sick.”

“No, that would be all me and he protected me and took care of me when I couldn’t.”

“Then why won’t he now?”

“Hello! You told him not to come around me.”

“I don’t want him to hurt you.”

“Mom, Jensen’s the only person who would never hurt me.”

“I’ll take your word for now.”

Jensen walks into the restaurant. He walks over to the table. Jared stands up and pulls the chair out to Jensen. Jensen smiles and has a seat.

“Nice of you to show up,” Jared’s mother says coldly.

“I’m sorry, but I had to do something.”

“Oh its fine Jensen, you’re here now.”

The waiter walks up to the table. “May I take your order?”

They look through the menu. “I’ll have the steak and a baked potato.”

“I’ll have shrimp with rice.”

“Jared, sweetie, you can’t have seafood.” Jensen smirks.

“Ok, steak and potato.”

“I’ll have the fried shrimp and rice.”

“No, he’ll have salad. God knows he needs one.”

Jensen bites down on his lip as his eyes tear up.

“Mom, say you’re sorry and now.”

“What? It’s the truth.”

“Can we have our two meals sent up to our room?”

“Yes sir.”

“Please do that.” He nods and leaves.

“Jared, stay. He needs to know he’s putting on weight.”

“Dad, sorry we can’t stay, but neither Jensen nor my child need to be around this.” He stands up and takes Jensen hand.

Jared walks them back to his room. He lets them in and hugs Jensen. “I’m so sorry about what she said.”

“It’s alright.”

There’s a knock at the door. Jared opens the door. He brings in the food.

“Dinner’s here.”

“Good.”

Here’s your shrimp Jared says, handing him the plate.

“I thought you wanted the shrimp.”

“I did, but I ordered the steak.”

“Jared, I can’t eat the shrimp.”

“Yes, you can.”

“I can’t eat seafood. It’s yours and I’ll have the steak since that what I was going to order.”

“Ok, thanks. I love you.”

“I love you too.”

“Maybe we can go for a walk afterwards. It’s pretty with the snow on the ground.”

“I’d like that.”

*****

They eat their dinner and Jared takes Jensen out for a walk. Jared walks Jensen around the frozen lake. Jensen looks around at all the white Christmas lights in the trees, making it a very romantic place.

“They always keep the lights up till Valentine’s Day since they do something special on Valentine’s Day.”

“Oh. What would that be?”

“You’ll just have to wait and see.” The closer to the lake they get, they could hear the soft music playing and then they see the red carpet that lead out to the middle of the lake.

“It’s beautiful Jared.”

“They only do this on Valentine’s Day.”

“I can see how couples would want to come here.”

“So do you want to do this?”

“Do what?”

“The thing they only do on Valentine’s.”

Jensen thinks about it. “I would love to.”

“Great. I’ll go sign us up.” Jensen nods as Jared walks over to a table. He watches Jared lean down, writing on some papers.

Jared walks up to Jensen. “It should be fifteen to thirty minutes.”

After a few minutes their names were called. Jared takes Jensen’s hand and leads him down the red carpet to where an older man stood waiting.

Jensen stood in front of the man with Jared. “Jared, do you take Jensen to be your loving husband?”

Jared looks in to Jensen eyes. “Yes I do.”

He turns and looks at Jensen, who is still in shock. “Jensen do you take Jared to be your loving husband?”

Jensen thinks long and hard, which gets Jared attention. “You don’t have to.”

“No. I want to marry you. I want to spend my whole life with you. You’re still the first thing I think of in the morning and the last at night. I love you Jared. I’m just so surprised by all this.”

Jared nods. “I welcome you as husband and husband. You may kiss.”

Jared leans in, kissing Jensen on the lips.

“This way you and I are bound for life and my parents can’t keep us apart. You want to go ice skating?”

“Um… I’m not sure.”

“Come on. I’ll take real good care of you.” Jensen nods and the man hands Jared their marriage license.

Jared walks them over to a bench to put on their skates. Jared slowly helps Jensen out onto the ice. They slowly skate as Jared supported Jensen’s weight, balancing him.

They stop out in the middle of the ice. “I’m so happy we’re married.”

“So am I Jared. I’ve always wanted to be with you and now I can.”

Jared wraps his arms around Jensen and kisses him. As they kiss, Jensen heard a cracking noise. He pulls back from the kiss.

“What?”

“I heard a cracking noise.”

They both look down at the ice to see it cracking underneath them. Just out of reflex Jensen pushes Jared out of the way. Jared goes falling on to his butt and back on a firm piece of ice.

Before he knew what happened he saw Jensen falling through the ice. Jared gets on to his stomach grabbing Jensen hand. He holds tightly on to Jensen hand as he pulls him out as fast as he could.

Some people from the land calls 911. Jared pulls his jacket off and wraps it around Jensen keeping him warm the best he could.

A few minutes later the ambulance shows up. They wheel Jensen onto the truck. They look at Jensen’s medical id bracelet and write it down.

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T01:22:08Z

Chapter 5

Jared stands out in the hallway in the scrubs they had given him to stay dry as he waits for word on Jensen. He sees his parents walking down the hall towards him.

“How is he?”

“No word.”

“What the hell was he thinking of taking you out on the ice when your five months pregnant?”

“Just stop it! I took him out and he saved my life. He pushed me out of the way as the ice broke underneath him. So if you don’t have anything nice to say I want you to leave!”

The doctor walks out of the swinging doors. “How is he?”

“Are you family?”

“Yes.”

“He’s fine. He’s lucky he had his medical id bracelet on. It helped a lot. We are giving him warm fluids, trying to get him warm. He’ll be fine. He’s resting, but you can see him for a few minutes.” Jared nods and a nurse shows him to Jensen’s room.

Jensen’s laying on the bed, very tired and cold, when he sees Jared walk in. Jared rushes to his side, giving him a kiss.

“How are you?”

“Tired and cold. You?”

“I’m fine. Butt hurts, but just fine.”

Jensen gives him a small laugh. “Some wedding night.”

Jared burst out laughing. “Yeah, but at least you’re alright.”

Jensen starts drifting off. Jared just rubs his head as he sleeps. The doctor walks back in to the room to check Jensen. “He should be able to go home tomorrow.”

*****

Jared slept in a chair in Jensen’s room. Jensen sits in his bed, watching his husband sleep. He missed this view. Jared shifts in the chair and his eyes slowly start to open. He sees Jensen’s eyes staring back at him.

“Hi.”

“How long have you been up?”

“Not long, just enough to enjoy watching you.”

Jared smiles at that. “How are you feeling?”

“Ok. Still tired though.”

“You might get to leave today.”

“Oh, goodie.”

“I know. But you can stay with me.”

Jensen nods at that. He just wanted out of the hospital and to go to sleep.

“You rest and I’ll go find out when you can leave.” Jensen just nods as his eyes get too heavy to stay open.

Jared walks out to the nurse’s station. “How may I help you?”

“I’m looking for Jensen Priestly’s doctor. I was wondering when he could leave.”

She looks up Jensen’s file. “It says he should be able to go this afternoon, but I’ll let the doctor know your looking for him.”

“Thank you.” Jared heads back into Jensen’s room to find him sound asleep. He sits back in the chair that he got to know personally.

~Few Hours Later~

Jensen wakes up to see Jared sitting next to the bed. “Hi.”

Jared looks up with a smile. “How are you?”

“Still tired, but fine. When can I go?”

“Just a few more hours then you’re all mine.” Jared smirked.

Jensen smiled at that. “I got you some scrubs to where since your clothes were soaked.

The nurse walks in to the room. “I brought your stuff.” She hands Jared Jensen’s clothing and on top of the clothes was the medical id bracelet.

“You will be tired for a few days. You might even get a cold, but just stay warm.” Jensen nods as she hands him some scrubs. She leaves.

Jared walks over to the bed. “I think this belongs to you.” Holding his medical id bracelet.

“Thanks.” He puts it on his wrist.

“What is it for?”

“Jared.”

Jared gets the tone that he didn’t want to talk about it right now. “Fine, just tell me whenever you’re ready.”

“Um…Thanks. I will. Like I said, past few months haven’t been the best for either of us.” Jared leans in, kissing him. “I’m not going anywhere.”

*****

Jared helps Jensen into the bed at the hotel room. Jensen makes himself comfortable on Jared’s bed.

“So how are you?”

“I’m fine. Really.”

“Hey, I can worry about my husband, can’t I?”

Jensen smiles. He leans in kissing Jared. “Of course you can, but I’m fine.”

“Fine, you just rest then. I’ll check on you later and maybe we can have dinner together. Here or at the restaurant depending on how you’re feeling tonight.”

“Alright.”

“You rest. I’ll be back later.” He leans in kissing Jensen one more time before he stands up from the bed and walks out of the room. Jensen lies down on the bed and falls asleep.

*****

Jared walks down the main street in Evergreen. He sees a jewelry shop. He walks in looking at the sets of wedding rings.

“How may I help you sir?”

“Hi. I’m looking for wedding bands.”

“Oh, we have a wide selection.” He pulls a few trays of rings. He finds a gold band he likes that has a diamond chip in the center.

“Is it possible to get a custom chip put in it?”

“Oh yes sir. We can put any stone you want in it.”

“Great. I want this gold band in a size 12 with an Aquamarine chip in the center instead of the diamond. Then I want the same band but in a white gold with a Ruby chip in a size 10.”

“Ok sir. Would you like any special message in the ring?”

“Um…Yes. ‘You’re My Romeo.’ In both rings.”

“Ok. We should have it done by the end of the week.”

“Great.” He hands over his credit card.

*****

Jared walks into the hotel room to find Jensen still asleep. He carefully sits down on the bed. He slowly runs his hand up Jensen’s arm as he slept.

Jensen slowly starts to wake when he feels the gentle rubbing of his arm. He opens his eyes and he sees Jared sitting there. “Hi husband.”

Jared smiles at that. “Hi yourself.”

Jensen pushes himself up in bed. “So how are you feeling? Up for dinner?”

“I could eat.”

“Here or in the restaurant?”

“I’m open really.”

“You tell me what you feel like?”

“How about dinner there and dessert here?”

“I like that plan. You go take a shower or whatever you need.”

Jensen nods and heads in to the bathroom. Jensen undresses and hops into a warm shower. Jensen gets out and dries off. He puts his robe on and walks out, getting some clothes. He walks back into the bathroom. He changes and comes out fully dressed.

Jared smiles and takes Jensen’s hand. He walks Jensen down to the restaurant. They get seated. Jared doesn’t let Jensen know that he saw his parents in the restaurant when they entered.

Jensen sits down at the table. “Order whatever you want.”

“Alright.” Jensen reads over the menu.

The waiter walks over to them. “My I take your order?”

Jared looks up from his menu. “I’ll have steak done rare and a baked potato.”

“I’ll have a garden salad and grilled chicken.”

He takes the orders. Jared couldn’t wait any longer. “I brought you something today while you rested.”

Jensen smiles. “What would that be?”

“I don’t have it. It won’t be done until the end of the week.”

“I can’t wait to see it then.”

Jared leans over and kisses him.

*****

They finish up dinner. Jared takes them back to their room. Jared slips off Jensen’s jacket. “What would you like for dessert?”

“Um…Something chocolate.”

Jared nods and looks and finds a chocolate brownie sundae. He puts the order in. Fifteen minutes later it arrives. Jensen sits down the bed. Jared brings the sundae over to Jensen on the bed.

Jensen takes a bite and it melts in his mouth when the warm brownie hits his tongue with the cold ice cream.

They quickly finish up their dessert. Jared leans Jensen down on the bed. Jared kisses Jensen as he runs his hand under Jensen shirt.

“I really like this new, softer side of yours.”

That caused Jensen to sit up. He looks back at Jared. “Well I’m so damn happy you like it.” He rolls his eyes. “At least we match.” Patting Jared’s round stomach. He leaves the room and walks into his own room next door, making sure to lock the door.

Jared just sits there on the bed in shock. He didn’t know why it upset Jensen. Yeah, he knew the past few months were hard on him, but he didn’t mean it as a bad thing. The truth was he really did like it. Jared lets out a deep sigh.

Jensen walks over to his bed and wipes away the few tears wanting to fall. He knew Jared didn’t mean anything by it, but it was just hard. His life had been turned upside down in the past five months. From being told he couldn’t see Jared, to his father’s heart attack and being told he would have run the business, to him having to quit school. He knew Jared didn’t know all this, but he had been under a lot of stress and pressure to please his father and to do right by the business.

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T01:21:12Z

Chapter 5B

~Next Day at Dinner~

Jared walks in to the restaurant. He sees his parents and walks over to the table, sitting down.

“Where’s Jensen?”

“We are kinda not talking right now?”

“What did he do to you sweetie?”

“Mother, you always think it’s him and maybe it’s not. It’s me this time. I said something and he took it the wrong way. Now he’s in his room and not talking to me.”

“What did you say?”

Jared sighs as the memories come back from the night before. “That I like the newer softer side of him. He took it as insult about his weight and yes it was about his weight, but not calling him fat. Far from it. I just really like it. But he got upset and left the room before I could say anything.”

“Jared, some people don’t like to be commented on their weight. Think about it. How would you like it if someone who didn’t know you were expecting commented on how much weight you put on? It hurts, even though you know it’s a good feeling. You know how it feels to watch your body change and you have no control over it.”

“Hey, I already feel bad enough. I know these past few months haven’t been the best for him. He was told to stay away from me.”

“Like he did.”

Jared just pays no attention to it. “Then his father had the heart attack and now he’s running his dad’s business until he’s back on his feet. And with all this, it caused him to drop out of school.”

“How do you know it’s the truth Jared?”

“Mom, unlike you believe, Jensen has never lied to me. But Mom I’m fed up. You ruined my life and Jensen’s life. Get it though your head that I’m in love with him and I’m going to spend the rest of my life with him, even if you don’t like it!” He stands up and walks out of the place, his father following him.

“Jared.”

Jared turns around and looks at his father. “Dad, I’m sorry, but it had to be said.”

“I know son, but what I think you should do now is go pick up some flowers or something and go see Jensen and say you’re sorry. Don’t let it eat you up.”

Jared nods. “I’ll do that dad. Thanks.”

*****

Jared leaves the hotel and goes to the local florist shop. He picks up some beautiful roses and stargazer lilies.

He heads back to the hotel, hoping Jensen would see him. He walks up to the room and gets to Jensen door. He takes in a deep breath before knocking on the door. He waits for what seems to be the longest time before the door slowly opens up. Jensen stands in front of him with puffy red eyes.

Jensen wipes his nose with the tissue he had in his hand. “Oh…it’s you.”

“Um…I thought we could talk.”

Jensen just nods and pushes the door open. He walks back to the bed and crawls into the middle, lying curled up in to a ball.

Jared waits for a second or two before walking into the room. He slowly closes the door to find the room completely dark. He turns a light on one of the side tables by the couch. He walks over to the bedroom. He walks in to the room and goes over to a light on the dresser and turns it on to the see his clothes on the floor from the night before, tissues all over the bed and on to the floor. Then he looks at Jensen lying on the bed in a ball. “Jensen, I’m so sorry about last night.”

“Fine, you’re forgiven. Feel better?”

Jared just sighs at the lack of emotion in Jensen’s voice. “Jensen, I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean it as a bad thing or to make you feel bad. I love the way you are. And I like the softer side you got going on, but I also like the old one. I just like you the way you are.”

“I know. It’s just hard ok? I’ve had to watch my life change and I have no control over it. Jared, you’re the only one who makes me feel like I have an ounce of my old life. But then you brought up the weight and then it just reminds me of how I’ve lost control of my life. I can’t get it back anytime soon.”

Jared sits down on the bed. “But you got me and that’s all that matters right now. I’m not going anywhere. Hell, I even told my mother off tonight.” Jensen chuckled. “I thought you’d like that. She knows how I feel about you and that anything she tries will not change it. I married you because I love you and I want to spend my whole life with you. I love you.”

Jensen smiles. “I love you too. I want to be with you.” Then he sneezes, which is followed by a groan.

Jared touches his cheek. “Are you alright?”

“I’m just peachy. Everything hurts. My stomach and my sides are killing me.”

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing major, just got the cold the nurse warned me about.”

“Oh, poor baby.” Jared leans down and kisses him on the head.

“I’m fine. It’s just a lot of sneezing.”

Jared hands him the flowers. Jensen smiles. “Thanks. They’re beautiful. You didn’t have to.”

“But I wanted to and to say I’m sorry.”

“Let’s just forget it.”

“Deal.” He leans down kissing Jensen on the lips.

*****

~Friday Evening~

Jared hurries back into his room after picking up the wedding rings. He takes a quick shower before he has to meet his parents and Jensen for dinner.

Jensen gets to restaurant to see Jared’s parents already there. He walks up to the table.

“Hi Jensen.”

“Hi.”

“Have a seat.” Jensen sits down, hoping Jared would be there soon.

“I hope Jared will be here soon.”

“Oh he will be. So how you feeling? Jared told us you’ve been under the weather.”

“Oh, I just got a cold. They told me I might get one and I did, but I’m almost over it.”

“Well that’s good.”

Jared gets out of the shower. He quickly gets dressed so he could get downstairs, but before he leaves, he makes sure to put on his wedding ring, putting Jensen’s in his pocket.

Jensen sees Jared walks in. Jared walks over to the table. “Sorry I’m late. I had to pick up something.”

“That’s alright.” Jared leans down and kisses Jensen before taking a seat next to him.

“Well let’s order.” They all put their orders in.

Jensen reaches for a breadstick when Jared’s left hand grabs his hand. Jensen looks up at Jared like a kid about be told no snacking on the breadsticks.

Jared pulls the hand over and kisses it. Jensen smiles. Jensen pulls Jared’s hand over to him and kisses it. That when he sees the ring.

“It’s beautiful.”

“I’m happy you like it.”

“I love it.”

Jared’s mother looks over to see what they are talking about. Then she sees the ring on Jared finger. “No! You didn’t!”

“Yes, we did.”

“I can’t believe you did this Jared.”

“Mom, I love him and we’re married and you have no say now.”

“Sweetheart, can you see how happy he is?” Jared’s father asks.

“Fine, but you guys will get married after the baby’s born so our friends can be their.”

Jared looks over at Jensen who just nods. “Fine mom, we will get married again after the baby’s born, but you know we’ll just be renewing our vows.”

“Fine.”

Their food came and they all ate. Jared takes Jensen’s hand and pulls out the ring, placing it on his finger.

Jensen looks at the ring and smiles. “I love it.”

“My ring has your birthstone and your ring has mine.”

“I love it. Wonderful idea.” He kisses Jared.

“I can’t believe we have to go home tomorrow.”

“I know.”

“But you’ll be coming home with us on my parents’ private plane.”

“Um…Okay.”

“Jensen, we leave at 9am.”

“Alright. I’ll meet you in the lobby 8:30?”

“That’s fine.”

*****

Jensen gets his bag packed and makes his way down to the lobby. He gets to the lobby to find no one there. He goes to pay for his room to find it was already paid for. He sits down in the lobby.

Jared comes down with his parents a few minutes later. Jared walks over to Jensen. “How long have you been waiting?”

“Not long.”

“Ok. Good. We’re ready if you are?”

“I’m ready to go.”

Jared grabs Jensen’s bag and leads him out of the car. The driver takes the bag from Jared and puts it in the trunk. He opens the door for Jared and Jensen to get in to the limo.

An hour out of Austin, the flight starts getting rough due to an impending storm coming in. Jared’s mother leans forward. “Jared, sweetie, are you doing alright?”

Jared was doing fine except for the squeezing of his hand by Jensen. “I’m fine mom.”

“Ok. I wasn’t sure if the baby didn’t like it.”

“We’re doing just fine.”

She sat back down. Jared looks over at Jensen, who was a nice shade of green and had sweat coming down his forehead.

“Hey, it will be alright,” he whispers, stroking Jensen hair.

Jensen swallows hard. “I really hate flying these days.”

Jared puts Jensen’s head on his shoulder. “Just relax. It will be over soon.”

Jensen lets out a heavy sigh and closes his eyes as his head rests on Jared’s shoulder.

An hour later they land. Jared helps Jensen up from his seat. They walk off the plane. Jared picks up their bags.

“Jared, you don’t need to be carrying that weight.”

“Mom, I’m fine.”

“I can carry my bag.”

“You might be able to, but I’m not going to make you carry your bag.”

“Fine.” He wasn’t in the mood to fight.

“When do you have to leave?”

“Tomorrow. I need to get back to work.”

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T00:49:08Z

Chapter 6

~Two Months~

Jared hasn’t seen Jensen since the night they flew back in from Evergreen. They did talk a few times though. Jared knew it was the work tying up Jensen. His mother kept telling him that Jensen wasn’t working and probably seeing other people behind his back. Jared wasn’t going to let his mom know he was starting to think maybe marrying Jensen was a bad idea. Not that he didn’t love him, but they just hadn’t had a chance to see each other. He was just really missing Jensen. He wasn’t going to go see him though, in case it might be a bad time. He wanted to be asked so he knew it was alright.

Jensen had been working nonstop since he got back. It was passed taking a toll on him. He would work into the late night and get up before dawn, which only gave him like two hours of sleep and if he was lucky, maybe three. He hardly ate since he was so busy. That had caught his mother’s eyes when she saw him one night when he came home. She could see how much weight he had lost. But he was also sporting dark bags under his eyes. She had talked to him, but he told her he was fine, which was something Jensen would say. He couldn’t let down his father or his mother, but she knew it was taking too much out of him.

She watches Jensen leave for work out of her bedroom window. She watches him drive off. She heads into Jensen bedroom. She searches the room until she came upon what she wanted. She quickly writes it down and puts everything back in its place so he wouldn’t know anyone had been in there. She quickly makes it back to her room. She goes over to the desk in the room. She sits down to see the clock reads 5:38 am. She sighs and picks up the phone. She dials the number written on the paper. She listens to it ring.

Jared’s sleeping soundly when his phone rings. He rolls over on his side and looks at the clock, which reads 5:39 am. He didn’t know who would be calling him at his time of day. He picks up the phone.

“Hello?”

“Is this Jared Kinkade?”

Jared hears a female voice that wasn’t familiar to him. “Um…Yes. Who is this?”

“We haven’t me, but I think I would be called your mother in-law.”

“Mrs. Priestly?”

“Um…Kinda. Jared, I’m calling you about Jensen.”

That woke up Jared more. “Is Jensen alright?”

“Right now yes. Jared, he’s been working nonstop and he’s lost so much weight and he’s hardly sleeping. Jared, I think he’s killing himself with how hard he’s working. I don’t know how much more he can keep doing until he finds himself in the hospital.”

Jared found himself so worried now. Without thinking, he knew he was going there. “I’ll be there later in the morning. Once the sun comes up, I’ll fly in. Be their before noon.”

“Great. I’ll meet you at the airport. Just call me when your thirty minutes out.”

“Will do.” Jared hangs up. He couldn’t go back to sleep since he could only think of Jensen. He gets up and starts packing. He takes a quick shower and heads downstairs to the kitchen where he makes a pot of coffee. He drinks his coffee and watches the sun come up. Then he hears the kitchen door open up and his mother walks in.

“Jared, what are you doing up so early?”

“I’m going to Dallas. The plane will be ready in an hour.”

“Sweetie, you can’t go.”

“Why not?”

“You can’t fly when you’re in your third trimester.”

“Mom, I’m going. Jensen needs me now. He has been there for me and now it’s my job to be there for him.”

“Fine, but just know you’re taking a chance of maybe going into labor cause of how far along you are and the bumps of the flight.”

“I’m willing to take it.”

The limo pulls up and Jared grabs his bag and heads out. He gets driven to the private airport. He boards the plane and takes off.

*****

Jensen sits at the long table in the board room. He watches the board members walk in.

“Let’s get this meeting rolling. May 1^st will be when we officially take over Kinkade Enterprises. There will be no let go there. I’m very pleased with all the hard work you guys have put in to make this deal go smoothly. I know my father is very pleased with the way this turned out.”

They go though some more work and up coming jobs the company was doing. They finish the meeting up and release everyone. Jensen sits in the room all by himself. He gets up to leave when he gets hit with another dizzy spell. He had been having them for over a month now. He hadn’t told anyone about them. He waits for it to past. He starts to head back to his office. He goes in and closes the door. He makes it halfway before he passes out. He lies on the floor for a good ten minutes until Fay finds him. They call for help and then she calls Jensen’s mother. She fills her in as they take him to the hospital.

*****

Jared does as he was asked. He calls Jensen’s mother when he was about thirty minutes out. She leaves to go pick up Jared.

Jared lands and gets off the plane. He walks into the airport and sees his name on a piece of paper. He walks over to where the woman stands.

“Mrs. Priestly?”

She turns around and see a seven month pregnant Jared. “Jared.”

Jared nods. “Yes.”

“Oh wow. Jensen didn’t tell us you were expecting. You look great.”

Jared blushes. “Um…Yeah.”

“Jared, something happened when you were on your way here. Jensen passed out at work and is now at the hospital. I’m going to take you there. I don’t know how he is.”

Jared could swear his heart stopped for a second there. “Let’s hurry. I need to see him.”

“Come on.” She leads him out of the airport to a limo. Jared just stands there. “Jensen didn’t tell you did he?”

“No, but that would be Jensen for you.” The driver takes Jared’s bag and puts it in the trunk. They head to the hospital.

They get to the hospital. They rush in and up to the nurse station. “We’re looking for Jensen Priestly.”

“The doctor will be out to see you.”

A few minutes later the doctor walks out. He walks over to Jared and Jensen’s mother.

“How is he?”

“He’s fine, but he’s really under weight for a man his size. He’s resting now. It seems he really needed it. I’ll want him to put on at least forty pounds in the next two months. He cannot go back to work for over a week. All I want him to do for the next week is eat and sleep, no work of any sort.”

“We’ll make sure he follows your instructions, but he should be fine right?”

“Yes, if he starts putting on the weight. I’ll give you the prescription for the power protein shakes which he’ll need to drink for breakfast and lunch, but he can still have something to eat if he’s hungry. But don’t force the food on him because his body’s not used to it and it could cause him to get sick.”

“Will do.”

They’re shown to Jensen’s room. They walk in to find him sound asleep in the bed. Jared walks over to Jensen. He picks up his hand and sees Jensen is wearing his wedding ring, which causes him to smile. He kisses Jensen’s hand.

Jensen slowly opens his eyes and looks at Jared. “Hi,” He says in a very weak tone.

Jared smiles. “Hi. You just rest. I’ll be here when you wake up.” Jensen just nods and falls back asleep.

Jensen sleeps for a few more hours until he wakes up again. He looks over to his mother and Jared.

“So you weren’t a dream.”

Jared smiles. “No, here in the flesh. How you feeling?”

“Tired.”

“I bet. You can go home now, but Jensen you’re going need to rest and eat. You have no say.”

Jensen starts to cry. “Jared, I’m so sorry I allowed this to get this bad.”

Jared rubs Jensen head. “Shush. It’s not your fault. All that matters is to get you healthy. I’m not going anywhere.”

Jensen’s mother smiles, seeing how much they cared for each other. She lets them have some time alone as she goes to get Jensen signed out.

“What are you doing here?”

“Your mother called me to tell me how worried she was about you and I rushed here, just to find out you passed out at work.”

“Oh. Well I did get everything done.”

“Yeah, and now it’s time to take care of you.”

Jensen nods. “I’m happy to have you here with me.”

“I’m happy to be here.”

Jensen’s mother walks into the room. “He’s all ours to take.”

Jared laughs at. “Well good.”

“Jensen, sweetie, why didn’t you tell me Jared was expecting?”

Jensen shrugs. “Um…I don’t know.”

“Um…We weren’t sure how you’d take the news. My mom’s not so happy with Jensen, but Jensen does have my father in his corner. My mother thinks he ruined my life and god knows what she would say if she found out I’m the one who proposed, that I made Jensen an honest man.”

“I don’t care if the baby came before marriage just as long as you’re both happy. And I can see that just by the way you guys act with each other. So let’s get this boy home and healthy again. Jared you’ll be staying with us.”

“Thanks.”

“I can’t wait to meet my grandchild and your father’s going to have a field day with this one. Oh, that’s a good thing Jared. He always wanted grandkids.”

Jensen smiles when Jared walks over and helps him out of the bed. Jared helps him get dressed and walks him out to the car. They get driven home. They place Jensen in his bedroom, where Jared lays his bag down and lays on the bed with Jensen.
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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T00:42:43Z

Chapter 7

~June 1^st~

Jared stands in the kitchen, getting Jensen’s shake ready to have before he goes to the doctor appointment to check on his weight gain. He had put on a good amount for him, but Jared wasn’t going to say so, knowing how touchy Jensen could be with weight. He finishes up the shake and heads up to the bedroom.

Jensen hops out of the shower. He dries off. He walks out to his closet and pulls out a shirt. He buttons it and grabs a pair of pants. He pulls the pants up and zips them up, finding himself unable to button them. He grabs a belt to cover up the unbuttoned button. He strings his belt through his pants to see the belt end wouldn’t even meet the buckle. He pulls the belt out and throws it at the bedroom door.

Jared walks into the room as the belt goes flying at the door, just to be blocked by the door opening. He sighs. “Well good morning to you too.”

Jensen looks up and over at Jared. “Sorry. It doesn’t fit. Nothing fits.”

Jared sighs. He could tell how hard this was for him. He walks over to Jensen, setting the glass down on the dresser. He wraps his arms around Jensen and holds him. “It’s alright. This is for the better and you can’t deny it.”

“I know, but it’s so hard.”

“I know it is, but you look so much better then you did in April when I saw you in the hospital. So don’t worry. You look great to me and that’s all that matters.”

Jensen couldn’t help but smile at that. He looks up at Jared who leans in and kisses him on the lips.

“I brought your shake up for you. So drink that and I’ll go get a pair of pants for you. Then we’ll go and after the doctor’s we’ll go shopping.”

“Ok.” Jensen picks up the shake and takes a drink. He sits down on the bed as Jared leaves the room.

Jared goes down to the laundry room where his clothes were being washed. He pulls out a pair of jeans and heads back up to the bedroom.

Jensen finishes his shake and waits of Jared return. Jared walks into room greeted by a loud belch. “I hope that means you liked it and finished it?”

Jensen turns red. He sits on the bed looking at the floor. “Um…Yeah. All gone,” He says in very soft tone, just like a kid who got caught doing something.

Jared walks over and kisses him. “Why don’t you go get dressed? Then we can get out of here and maybe go out to lunch.”

“I’d like that.” Jensen puts Jared’s pants on. Jared walks Jensen down to the car waiting for them.

*****

Jensen steps up on to the scale. He let’s out a sigh when the nurse says his weight. He steps off the scale as Jared rubs his back. They get shown to the room. Jared sits down in a chair as Jensen sits down on the table.

“Hey, it will be fine.”

“I know. I just hate being here.”

“I know. So were do you want to go to lunch?”

“Um…I’m kinda in the mood for Mexican if that’s okay?”

“That’s fine.”

The doctor walks in. “How you guys doing?”

“We’re fine. It’s just that someone’s having a hard time being here.”

“Hey, do mind? Talk about when I’m not in the room.” Jared laughs. “You know I just don’t like doctors and I don’t like being reminded by them how much weight I’ve put on since April.”

“I know, but you need to for your health.”

“I know. It’s just hard.”

“Well your weight looks on track. From the records, it’s been about 45 pounds. I’d like you to put on another ten this month, but I’m taking you off the shakes. Just try to gain these last ten pounds the natural way with no help. Just eat like you would regularly.”

“Alright. Can I go now?”

The doctor laughs. “Yes, you can go now.”

Jared helps Jensen off the table. Jared walks Jensen out and gets into the car. They drive to the nearest Mexican restaurant. Jared walks in with Jensen and they get seated right away. They look over the menu.

“What are you thinking of?” Jared asks.

“I think tacos.”

They put their orders. The waiter brings out some chips and salsa. Jensen picks up a chip and gets salsa on it and then puts on some thousand island dressing on top of it.

Jared laughs. “I swear the shakes have given you weird eating habits.”

Jensen eyes water. “Have not.”

“I’m sorry Jensen. I didn’t mean anything by it.”

Jensen nods and kept eating his chips the way he liked them. Their food comes out. They start eating. Jensen steals piece of Jared’s steak for his fajitas.

Jared smirks. Jensen kills off his tacos. He goes back to his chips while Jared finishes his lunch. He looks up at Jensen. “You ready to go?”

“I guess.”

“I know you don’t want to do this, but you have to. You can’t go around wearing my jeans.”

“Why not? They are very roomy.”

“I know, but they are like three or so inches to long.”

“Who cares?”

Jared leans over the table and grabs Jensen’s hand. “I know you don’t like this, but I love the way you look and nothing’s every going to change that. So let’s go get you some new clothes.”

Jensen hears how much Jared cares in his tone of his voice. “Alright. Let’s get this done.”

Jared stands up and takes Jensen’s hand. They walk out of the restaurant and down a few shops, coming to a man’s clothing store. They walk into the store.

“How may I help you gentleman?”

“We’re looking for some new pairs of pants and jeans for my husband.”

“Sure thing, come on over.” He grabs his tape measure. “Do you know what size you are?”

Jensen just looks away. Jared jumps in. “We don’t know. He put on some weight do to a medical issue.”

“Not a problem. We’ll measure your waist and your inseam.”

Jensen nods. They man puts the tape measure around his waist. “40 inch waist, 30 inch inseam.”

They go look for pants in those measurements. They pick up a few jeans and few pairs of pants.

“Why don’t you go try these on? See how they fit?”

Jensen nods and takes them into the fitting room. He slips off Jared’s jeans and grabs a pair of the new ones. He finds them a little tight in the butt area. He takes them off and tries on another pair to find they fit fine. He tried on the slacks and noticing they were also a little tight. He puts Jared jeans back on and walks out. “I need more of these jeans and maybe a size bigger in a pair or two. Black pants I need them in the next size up. The relaxed fit fits the best.”

They go get the jeans and pants in the size and cut he needed. They go to the register. They start ringing up the pants and jeans. “That will be $295.97.”

Jensen sighs as Jared hands them his card. They get them paid for. Jared walks Jensen out of the shop. They walk down the shops just to see what else was there. Jensen’s eyes caught sight of a baby store.

“Let’s go in.”

“Um…Why?”

“I’m not going to have my kid go naked in public.” He walks into the store. He looks around at the cute little outfits. “Boy or girl?”

Jared was kinda unsettled in the shop. He was lost in thought until he heard Jensen speak to him. “I don’t know. Boy’s easier.”

Jensen laughs. He knew what he meant. Since he had been a boy it would be easier to raise one. He picks up a few cute boy outfits. Then he picked a few cute girl outfits.

“Um…Jensen, there’s something I need to tell you.”

Jensen stops when he hears that. “What is it Jared?”

Jared looks at Jensen and could see how happy he looked. He couldn’t tell him. “You’re just so gorgeous.”

Jensen smiles. “Thank you.” Jensen takes the clothes up to the register and pays for them. He grabs the bag. “Let’s go.” Jared just nods and follows him out of the store.

*****

They get home after their all day outing. They go straight up to the bedroom and put their bags away. They go down for dinner and after that head up to bed. They undress and get in bed. They both fall asleep as soon as their heads hit the pillow.

He wakes up to see himself sitting next to himself on the bed. He rubs his eyes.

“When are you going to tell him?”

“Tell him what?”

“Don’t play dumb. You know what I’m talking about. When are you going to tell him the truth about the baby?”

“I know, but it’s just so hard. The past few months it haven’t been easy.”

“That’s a lie and you know it.”

“No, it’s not.”

“He’s been with you for the last month and a half. It’s a lie and you know it. You have had all the time to tell him, but you still haven’t. Why?”

“I don’t know. I guess because I’m scared. I’m afraid that he might leave me after learning the truth about the baby.”

“He might, but you don’t know that to be the truth either. You love him?”

“God yes. With all my heart.”

“Then don’t ruin this love over a secret. Tell him. If he really loves you he’ll stay with you. We’re not prefect and neither is he, but tell him the truth. Before it’s too late and you have no choice of telling him about the baby.”

They both sit up in bed with a gasp from the nightmare or dream they had been having. They both look at each other.

“You ok?”

“Um…Yeah. You?”

“Fine. Just a dream.”

“Me too.”

They both lay back down in each other’s arms. It takes them a while before they both fall asleep since they couldn’t stop thinking of the dreams.

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T00:39:14Z

Chapter 8

~July~

Jensen sits in the kitchen eating his breakfast when Jared’s mother comes down. Jared parents were visiting since Jared couldn’t fly home until the baby was born and was too much for him being due around the end of the month.

“Jensen.”

“Good morning Mrs. Kinkade.”

“Since Jared’s not down here, I wanted to tell you about something I’m planning.”

“Alright.”

“I’ve planned a surprised birthday and baby shower on the 19^th of July since his birthday is on a Tuesday this year.”

“Alright. I’ll make sure he is there.”

“Thank you. We’ll be doing it here in Dallas since he can’t fly to Austin. Your parents have been so nice to let me have the party here. All you have to do is to take him out that afternoon and then bring him here by 7pm.”

“I can do that.”

*****

~July 19~

Jensen and Jared took a nap before they had to go out shopping so Jared’s mother could set up for the party and the guest would arrive.

“Time to get up…”

He opens his eyes and looks at himself again. “Oh, it’s you again.”

“Hey, it’s nice to see you too.”

“What do you want?”

“You know what.”

“I’m not ready.”

“I see that. But time is ticking away. The longer you wait.”

He sighs. “Don’t you think I know?”

“Hello! Baby due Thursday. What you gonna do? Tell him.”

“I know. What if he leaves me?”

“What if he doesn’t?”

“You’re not really a big help.”

“I can’t give you the answers that you already know. You just have to find them yourself.”

“I know.”

“Then stop saying you know and just tell him the truth.”

He just nods.

“Time is wasting. Tick Tock…Tick Tock…”

He sits up with his heart racing. Tonight would be the night the truth came out. No more hiding and denying anything.

*****

They look around the baby shop, waiting until it is time to go back home for the party. Looking at the baby clothes just reminded of how the truth would be coming out that night. They buy the clothes and head home to the party.

They head in to the dark house. They walk into the living room where everyone yells. “Surprise!” Jared jumps and smiles as the lights come on.

“What’s going on?”

“Well sweetie, I decided to plan a surprise birthday and baby shower for you.” She walks over to him and hugs him. “Come on, we got lots of gifts.”

Jared puts on a forced smiled. She shows Jared to the couch. They all come over and talk to him. Jensen just sits down in chair as Jared’s friends talk to him. The night goes smoothly. Jared talks with everyone and thanks them for coming.

Susan gets everyone’s attention. “Everyone, thanks for coming. I think we should let Jared say a few words and then we’ll start opening gifts.”

Jared stands up and walks over to his mother. “I’d like to say thank you for doing this. I didn’t expect it.” Everyone claps. “But I’ve been keeping a secret for too long. I’d like to have my husband come up here and yes I said husband.”

Jensen sighs when hears Jared ask for him. He stands up and walks over to him.

“My secret affects my husband and my family. Jensen, I’m sorry, but I’ve been lying to you and to my family and your family.”

Jensen looks at Jared trying to figure out what he needed to say.

“I started this secret in the hopes that my parents would let me see my boyfriend, but it didn’t change their mind or at least one of their minds.” He takes Jensen’s hands and looks him right in to the eyes. “I’m not pregnant. I never have been. I’m so sorry for lying; for getting everyone’s hopes up about a new life. It was never my plan. I just thought they would let me see you and they didn’t. The only way I saw you was with the help of my father. The only way we’ve been able to see each other this long is because we got married. But I never wanted to make you believe something that wasn’t true. I’m so sorry I lied. I do want to start a family with you.” He lifts up his shirt undoing the pregnancy pillow he was wearing.

Jensen smiles at that. “I know. I knew that day you told me you told them you were pregnant. I knew you weren’t. Yes, you could have found out after we were kept apart. I don’t blame you. It doesn’t change a thing about how I feel about you. I still love you and want to be with you.”

Everyone was shocked and awed by what they said. Jared’s mother looked at him behind hurt and confused eyes.

“I’m sorry. But if you didn’t keep us apart this wouldn’t have happened.”

“It might be true, but it doesn’t help knowing a few minutes ago I had a grandchild due Thursday and now I don’t.”

“I know and know that Jensen didn’t have any part in this. I want you understand this. I love him and nothing you can do will ever change that. I love him and I want to be with him. I love you too, but if you make me choose, it will be him.”

“If that’s way it has to be.”

Jensen steps in. “Please don’t.”

“Jensen, it’s the way she wants it to be.”

“He picked. You won and now he’s not my son.”

“Would this be different if there was a child?”

“I could live with you two together, but I can’t forgive him for making me get my hopes up of a grandchild, someone I could take care of when you guys need a break. Now that’s not going to happen.”

“But it could some day. We have lots of time.”

“Can you swear that I’ll have a grandchild?”

“Yes mom, some day you will have someone to spoil; a little boy.”

“Why not a girl?”

“Boys are easier.”

“He’s afraid of girls. He knows what it’s like to be a boy, but not a girl.”

“I understand, but they can be fun. Learning as they learn.”

“Alright, but I’m holding you to the promise.”

“Deal. Thank all of you for coming.”

“Jared, I need to talk to you.”

Jared looks at Jensen. “What is it?”

“Private.”

Jared nods and walks Jensen out of the room. They go down the hall to a study.

Jensen sits down in a leather chair. “You’re not that understanding are you?”

“No, I do understand but I’ve been keeping a secret since after you left by your parents doing.”

Jared sits down across for Jensen. “What’s that?”

“I found out about a week before Christmas.”

“Is this your medical condition?”

“Yeah. Jared, it’s hard to say it, cause wasn’t able to tell anyone when I found out.”

“I’m so sorry I wasn’t there when you needed me most.”

“But you are now. Just listen and I will tell you. And Jared, this is when I need you most.”

“I’m here for you and not going anywhere.”

“Then after I tell you we can tell the family. But you need to know first.”

“Fine.”

“Jared, when you left I had the flu. Well, what I thought was the flu. When it went over a week, I went to the doctors to find out I was seven weeks pregnant.”

Jared just sits there trying to process everything. “You mean you’re…we are having a baby?”

“Um…Yeah.”

“When?”

“Five days. I didn’t mean to keep this from you so long.”

“I know. I forgive you. Let’s make this deal. No more secrets from either one of us?”

“You got yourself a deal.” Jensen leans forward and kisses Jared.

Jared helps Jensen up and they go back to the party, but before they walk in, Jared stops Jensen.

“What?”

“Thanks Romeo.”

Jensen laughs. “You still owe me for two. I’ve saved you three times.”

“Which are?”

“You getting drunk, the ice, which you saved me so we’re even on that one, and now with the baby.”

“I owe you two. Gotcha.”

Jensen smiles and kisses Jared. They walk in and sit Jared on the couch where they start giving Jared his gifts. Jared opens up some clothes and baby clothing. Jared starts opening his parents’ gift, which was a pretty pink dress.

“Well, I got it when I thought you were having a baby.”

“The baby will look great in it if it’s a girl.”

“Um…Yeah. What?”

Jared smirks at his mother. “Wait, are you guys?” She looks over at Jensen. “You’re expecting?”

Jensen nods. “Yeah. We’re expecting.”

“When?” Both Jensen and Jared laugh. “What?”

“Thursday.”

“Wait, you’ve been pregnant all this time?”

“Yeah. I found out about a week or so after Jared left. I couldn’t tell anyone before I told him.”

“I understand.” She walks up to Jensen. “Thank you for giving me my grandchild. Do you know what it is?”

“I have a feeling it’s a boy.”

Jared smiles.

*****

~July 21~

Jensen wakes up late in the morning. He slowly makes his way downstairs to the kitchen where everyone is having breakfast. He walks into the kitchen to see everyone. “Morning.” He was still feeling really tired.

“Morning.”

Jensen puts on a small smile and goes over to Jared and sits down next to him.

Jared looks at him and could see something was up. He hadn’t had a lot of energy for the last month, but this was different. “Are you alright?”

“I just don’t feel well. I’m very tired.”

Jared leans over kissing his temple. “Why don’t you go back to bed and I’ll check on you later and if you’re feeling up to it we all will go out for my birthday?”

Jensen nods and kisses Jared on the lips. He goes back up to his room and gets under the covers where he falls right asleep.

“I hope he’s fine. He looked pretty pale.”

“I’m sure he’ll be fine after some more sleep.”

~Few Hours Later~

Jared walks up the stairs to wake Jensen and see if he wanted to go out to eat or pass. Either would be fine for him. Jensen came first right now. He opens the bedroom door to see it’s dark. He flips on the light to see Jensen asleep in bed. He walks over to the bed and sits down next to Jensen, who looked paler than earlier. He gently rubs his arm to wake him, but gets no movement. “Jensen, baby wake up.” He shakes him this time, but still no movement. “Jensen!” He shouts, getting more concerned. He grips Jensen’s shoulders and shakes him hard but got no response. He jumps up from the bed and runs out of the door. “Mom!”

Jared’s mother comes running out of another room. She could tell something was wrong from the tone she heard. It was something a mother knew. “What’s wrong Jared?”

“I can’t wake him. I can’t wake Jensen.”

That just made her more worried. “Sweetie, go be with him and I’ll call for help.”

Jared nods and runs back to Jensen. Jared sits on the bed holding Jensen’s hand close to his heart. “Come on, you’re going to be fine. Please open your eyes.” He kisses Jensen hand.

Susan goes running down the stairs when she runs into Jensen’s mother. “We have a problem. Jared can’t get Jensen to wake up.”

“Oh God.”

They both run to call for help. Jared’s mother makes the call as Jensen’s mother gets anything they’ll need to go to the hospital.

*****

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-18T00:36:59Z

Chapter 8B

*****

They wheel Jensen into the hospital. The doctor does a quick exam of him and they rush him up to the Operating Room. The doctor walks over to Jared and his parents and Jensen’s parents. “We’re not sure until we get in and see what’s wrong, but I do believe it’s something to do with the baby.” He walks through the doors that read “Do Not Cross. Staff only.”

Jared turns around and looks at his parents. “Please tell me he’s going to be alright.”

“He’ll be fine.”

“Jensen’s strong.”

Jared found that hard to believe because Jensen looked so weak when they brought him in.

~1am~

The nurse walks out of the door carrying a tiny little bundle of joy in her arms. She walks up to Jared. “This is your son.”

Jared smiles and takes him from her and holds the little baby close to him. “How’s Jensen?”

“The doctor is finishing up with him and will be out shortly to talk to you. I’ll let you guys have a few minutes with him until I take him back to the nursery.”

Jared nods. “Thanks.” He walks over to his parents and shows them the baby. “Meet my son.”

“He’s beautiful sweetie.”

“Jared, he’s perfect.”

“Thanks mom.” Jared looks down at his son who has Jensen eyes. “I can’t wait for you to meet your other father. He loves you very much.”

The doctor walks out. The nurse comes over, taking the baby to the nursery.

Jared walks over to the doctor. “How’s Jensen?”

“He’s in the Intensive Care Unit for a few hours to make sure there are no further problems. Then he will be put in his private room. What happened, which is rare, but the baby’s sac ripped from the uterus, causing Jensen to start to bleed into his uterus. We were able to save the uterus. You will be able to see him when he’s moved to his room, but he’s doing fine right now. I recommend you go get something to eat. I’ll make sure you get to see him tonight.”

“Thanks doctor.” He couldn’t believe he almost lost Jensen and their child. He could feel the tears in his eyes. He walks over to the parents. “He’s fine. In a few hours he’ll be moved to his room and we can see him then. The baby’s sac ripped from the uterus causing him to bleed inside. But he’s doing fine and they were able to save the uterus.”

They all hugged Jared. “At least everyone’s fine.”

Jared wipes away the tears. “Yeah.”

~3am~

The nurse walks over to Jared. “You can see him.”

Jared nods and follows her to Jensen’s room. “He’s still kinda out of it, but you can only stay for a few minutes. He needs his rest, as do you.”

Jared nods and walks over to the bed. He holds Jensen’s hand. “Hi Romeo. We have a perfect son. He can’t wait to meet you. I love you so much Jensen. I love the wonderful gift you gave me.”

Jensen smiles a little and slowly opens his eyes. He was still so sleepy. “Go home. I’ll be here in the morning. Rest.”

Jared couldn’t help but laugh at that. Jensen’s mothering side coming out was a good thing. “Fine, I’ll go home and get some sleep but you better be here in the morning.”

Jensen smiles. “Love you.”

Jared kisses Jensen and leaves.

*****

As Jared sees Jensen, both sets of parents start talking as they wait for Jared. They sit in the waiting room.

“I’d like to see their wedding.”

“Me too.” Jared’s mother agreed.

“Hey, why don’t we tell them we want to plan their wedding? They just have to pick the date.” Jared’s father said.

“Great idea Steve. We let the boys pick and maybe Jensen’s father can make it. I know he wants to see it and his grandson.”

“We’ll tell them once Jensen wakes up.”

“Yeah.”

Jared walks out in the waiting room. “He’s good. He wants us to go home, get some sleep, and come back tomorrow.”

“That sounds like a good plan. Let’s go home.”

*****

Jensen gets woken up in the morning to a nurse standing over him. He slowly pushes himself up.

“You have a visitor.”

Jensen nods. She hands him the baby. Jensen looks down and smiles at the pretty baby. “Hi, sweetie.”

The nurse shows him how to feed the baby. She gentle puts the baby against Jensen’s chest.

“Just listen for the swallowing.” She watches him. “You’re doing well. I’ll let you two be together.”

Jensen nods as he just feeds the baby. Once the baby finishes, he places the cloth over his shoulder and burps the baby. He slowly unwraps the blanket, peeking into the diaper and smiles. “I knew it. I love you so much.” He holds the baby’s hand and rubs the feet.

Jensen’s bonding with the baby when Jared and the parents walk in. “How you two doing?”

“We’re fine, just waiting for daddy to show up.”

Jared smiled. “You look great with him.”

Jensen smiles. “Thanks.”

“Have you picked a name for our son?”

Jensen smiles. “Yes. I’ve had it for a long time. It is Michael Steven Kinkade.”

“Jensen, your father will love that.”

“Thanks Jensen. You didn’t have to.” Jared’s father says.

“I wanted to. You’re the one who showed us support.”

“Are you sure you want him to have my name?”

“He should have his father’s name.”

Jared smiles. He walks over to Jensen and picks up the baby. He looks down at his son. “Hi Mikey.” He looks at his son, who looked different to him.

“What is it?” Jensen could see him staring at the baby.

“He just looks a little different. Mom is it just me?”

Both mothers walk over to him and had to agree he did look a little different.

“He had your eyes last night, but now they aren’t your eyes.” Jared walks over to the door to go to the nurses’ station.

“They’re you’re eyes,” Jensen says.

Jared turns around. “But they were yours. I’m sure last night he had yours.”

“Jared may I have my baby back?”

“Jensen, this isn’t our son.”

“Better be, I just fed him.”

Then nurse walks in with another baby. She wheels the baby up to the bed. “This one’s pretty hungry.” Jensen nods, taking the baby from her and begins feeding.

Jared just stares at Jensen. “Twins?”

“Twins.”

“What are we going call him?”

Jensen looks up at him. “I think the proper question would be what are we going to call her? And I don’t know yet.”

Jared walks over to him. “We have a daughter?”

“Yes.” Both mothers giggle. Knowing how scared Jared was about have a girl and they got one.

“Wow.” He looked in to his daughters eyes. “I love you so much and your daddy too.”

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The Things I'll Do For Love

2009-07-17T23:53:56Z

Chapter 9

Jensen and Jared had been told it was their daughter whose life was at risk since it was her sac that ripped. Because of that, Jared wouldn’t let their daughter out of his sight. He had really fallen in love with her. Not like he never loved her, but just to know he almost lost her…

Jensen wakes up to find none of his kids in the room. He heads down to the kitchen to finds Jared feeding Mikey.

Jared looks up with a wide smile. “Hi.”

“Hi. How are they?”

“Doing well; one down and on the last one. Jensen, we need to name her.”

“I know, but I don’t know what.”

“I know.” Jared got an idea. “Can I name her?”

“Yeah, sure. I’ll be happy with whatever it is.”

“Thanks.” Jared lays Mikey down and goes to the computer. He starts looking up names. He found the name for his little girl, but he wasn’t going to tell anyone just yet. He calls the hospital and has it put on her birth certificate.

*****

~August 1^st~

Jared walks Jensen through the crowded restaurant. This was their first time out since the twins were born. They get to the table that both sets of parents. This was the first time Jared would meet Jensen’s father. They have a seat.

“Dad, I’d like you to meet Jared.”

Jensen’s father stands up and shakes Jared hand. “Nice to finally meet the boy who makes my son happy and I can’t wait to see my grandkids.”

Jared smiles at. “Nice to meet you too. You can see them when we get home. I’ll tell you all the name of our little girl.”

Jensen smiles. “I can’t wait.”

They all order their dinner and eat it, when the parents decide it’s time to tell them.

“We all want to talk to you. We were going to do this when Jensen woke up in the hospital, but decided to wait. We all want to throw you a wedding. I know you guys are married, but we want to see it. So you guys pick the date and we’ll plan it.”

“Um…” was all Jensen could say. He wasn’t sure how to feel. He knew it was meant as a good thing, but he never wanted a big wedding. That’s why he loved the surprise wedding he and Jared had.

Jared looks over to Jensen. “What do you think?”

“I don’t know. I really don’t know. How many people are you looking at?”

Jared mother answers. “A few hundred.”

Jensen could feel his chest get tighter when he heard that. Jensen slides his chair back. He needed some fresh air. He stands up. “Excuse me.” He walks towards the entrance of the restaurant.

Jared got concerned with Jensen’s exit. He stands up. “I’ll be back.” Jared walks out of the restaurant, where he sees Jensen pacing out front. “You’re alright?”

Jensen looks over at Jared. “Too much at one time.”

“I know. We don’t have to do it.”

“You tell me truth. Do you want to do it?”

“I’m very happy with the wedding we had, but I think our parents would have liked to been there.”

“I know. But I don’t know a hundred people. I’ll be having a wedding in front of strangers.”

Jared nodded. He knew where Jensen was coming from. “How about this? Let our parents do it, but no more then a hundred people. That includes dates.”

Jensen smiles. “I think I can handle that. Maybe at the lake where we got married, so it will be special to us?”

“I like that. When?”

“Valentine’s Day? Gives them a long time to plan it.”

“Yeah. Let’s go back in.”

Jared nods and walks Jensen back in. They get to the table. “We want just a hundred people at the lake in Evergreen on Valentine’s Day.”

“Fine. You both get out of school so we can have a wedding on that day. Let me know who you want to invite.” Jared’s mother asked.

“No. We just want family.”

They both nod, with ideas for the wedding already coming in to mind.

*****

They walk into the house to crying after dinner. “I’ll get her.” Jared goes up to the baby girl as Jensen takes care of the sitter. Jared picks up his little girl. He checks her diaper which was clean. He takes her downstairs, assuming she just missed them.

Jensen smiles as he watches Jared come down with the baby. “How is she?”

“I think Jenny missed us.”

“That’s her name? Jenny?”

“No, it’s a nickname, like Mikey.”

“Then what is it?”

Jared looks at his parents. “I’d like you all to meet Jensine Priestly Kinkade.”

Jensen smiles at the name. “Are you sure?”

“It’s for the person I love the most and who gave me the two most wonderful people in my life beside him.”

Jensen walks over to Jared. He kisses him. He looks down at Jenny and kisses her. “I love the name. Thank you.”

Jared smiled and kisses Jensen hard on the lips. “You’re my life and so are our kids.”

Jensen smiles. “I love you too.”

*****

~December 21^st~

Jared crams for finals as Jensen finishes the paperwork needed to start back up at school in January. One of the babies starts to cry. Jensen gets up from the bed and goes to the nursery to see who it is. Jensen finds them both awake. He picks up Jenny, then Mikey. He walks back to the bedroom.

Jared looks over at Jensen from the desk. “Are they alright?”

“Yeah. I think one missed us and woke the other up.” Jensen sits down in the rocking chair and rocks them, trying to get them to fall asleep. Jenny starts crying. Jensen tries to get her stop.

Jared gets tired of listening to the crying. “Can you get her to stop?” He snaps.

“Well excuse me. It’s not like I can just tell her to stop and she will.” He gets out of the chair. Jensen walks back to the nursery. He lays Mikey down and starts swaying to get Jenny to stop, but Mikey starts to cry. He picks up Mikey and starts rocking him too.

Jared couldn’t take anymore crying as he tries to study for his final in the morning. “Can you make them stop? I can’t study.”

That broke Jensen. “Excuse me, but I only have two hands and they have another father who could help.” He walks out to the room heading towards the bathroom.

Jared’s mother walks down the hallway, hearing the yelling. “What’s going on?”

Jensen looks at Jared’s mother. “Could you help me with getting a bath together for them?”

“Of course sweetie.” She goes into the bathroom gets the water running.

Jensen hands her Mikey so she could take his diaper off as he got Jenny’s off. He carefully placed Jenny into her seat in the tub and takes Mikey from Jared’s mother, placing him in his seat next to his sister. Jensen gives them their baths and sees them getting sleepy. He picks Jenny and dries her off. He puts her in the carrier. He picks up Michael and dries him off, putting him in his carrier. He carries the babies back to the nursery.

Jared walks back to the bedroom after their little fight. He goes back to the desk as his mother walks in. “I know.”

“Jared, I don’t think you know.”

“I shouldn’t have snapped, I know.”

“Yeah, but Jared, do you know how lucky you are? When I had your brother your father and I didn’t have anything really. You’ve been so lucky to live with Jensen’s parent while Jensen recovered from the birth and now to live here while you go to school. Sweetie, you have a husband who will do anything for you, but you can’t see that.”

“Mom, I know how lucky I am.”

“Jared, you have twins. Two babies and Jensen only has two arms, not four, so he can only give his full attention to one baby and then the other wants attention. As much as you wish, no one can give two babies what they need at the same time, unless both parents are working together. Sweetie, it takes two to make them and it takes two to care for them.”

Jared nodded. He knew what his mother meant. He had to be there for Jensen. Instead of snapping because the babies were crying, he should have taken one from his husband and helped, instead of yelling. “I’m sorry.”

“I’m not the one who needs to hear it.”

Jensen walks into the bedroom to see Jared and his mom talking. He walks right into the bathroom where he starts to get ready for bed.

Jared’s mother leaves the room, hoping her son would do the right thing.

Jensen walks out of the bathroom as Jared watches him. Jensen gets in bed and lays down, turning the lights off.

Jared gets up and walks over to his side of the bed, where he sits down as Jensen has his back towards him. He leans down to Jensen’s shoulder. “I’m sorry.”

“Fine.” Jensen was still upset. He just wanted to go to sleep since he would be up again at seven to feed the babies.

Jared sighs. He lets Jensen rest. He goes back to his studying.

*****

~Christmas~

Jensen dresses the babies for their first Christmas. Hell, it was their first Christmas too, since last year Jared was forbidden to see him. He picks up Jenny then Michael, taking them downstairs where both sets of grandparents and Jared waited.

Jensen kisses Jared when he got down and handed Jenny to him. He looks down at Michael. “You ready to see what you got for Christmas?” He could see the answer on his son’s face. He was fast asleep.

“I guess he can wait.”

Jensen laughed. “Yeah.”

They walk over to the tree and sit down. Jensen lays Mikey in his carrier. Jensen starts passing out gifts.

They got a lot of gifts for the babies. Jensen opens a shirt that Jared had got him.

Jared opens up a brand new laptop. “Jensen, thank you, but you didn’t have to.”

“Wanted to.”

Jared leans in kissing Jensen.

*****

Jensen lays the babies, who were out cold from opening all their gifts, even though they slept through most of it, down in their cribs.

Jensen goes to the bedroom to find Jared in bed. He smiles as he goes into the bathroom to get ready for bed. He walks out and gets in bed.

Jared leans over kissing him. He starts to pull Jensen’s shirt off when Jensen stops him. “What?”

“No.”

Jared pulls back a little. “Why?”

Jensen sighs and looks away as he speaks. “I look different.”

Jared couldn’t help but smile, knowing Jensen was afraid of disappointing him. Jared carefully pulls the shirt off of Jensen. He looks at him. “All I see is the man I love and the reminder of the two wonderful gifts he gave me.”

Jensen smiles at that and leans over, kissing Jared. He pulls Jared’s shirt off as he pulls Jared down on top of him.

Jared pushes Jensen boxers off as he removes his own. He kneels over Jensen as he lies in the bed. He runs his hand up Jensen’s thigh, which gets a moan out of him. He lifts his legs over his shoulders as he gently slips into Jensen, feeling him all round him. He slowly pulls out, thrusting harder each time. He feels himself getting closer. He pulls back and thrusts hard into Jensen, releasing.

Jensen feels Jared inside him, causing him to moan at the feeling. He bites down on his lip with each thrust. He feels his release and couldn’t help smiling since this had been the first time they had been able to be together in that way since before they babies were born. He pulls Jared down next to him after Jared pulls out of him. He curls up into Jared and falls asleep.
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